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|thoughtskill (profile) wrote, |
on 5-20-2004 at 11:04pm
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Since you prolly wont even see that comment that i wrote to you in my jurnal..ill write in here..not that you'll see this either..
Brittany, wtf is ur problem? Do you jus not wanna be friends anymore? Is that it? Or is there something else going on or what? Watever is it, plz tell me. Tell me something, you wont even talk to me anymore, and 1. its kind of childish, and 2. its kind of annoyin, and 3. it sucks, it really really sucks. ='( I dont even have any idea wat to do wif our *friendship* cuz you wont talk to me. Or are we even friends anymore? Your gonna be here in like a week, and we arent even talking? Does this mean were not going to see eachother? Does this mean u dont wanna see eachother? Are you even still coming? And what the hell am i to you? Just some stupid chick that doesnt mean anything anymore? I thought we were best friends, i honestly thought that we would be forever, there was no doubt in my mind. And whats this *gettin so old* thing? Are you talkin bout me cuttin? If so then is that all i am to you? do u fuckin understand how hard i am trying..and wanna know why im trying..FOR YOU!! but i guess that tryin isnt good enough, but wait a minute wasnt it you who always told me *All you can is try* and jus yesterday i found that binder i had wif me in florida, the one wif the pix of you n stuff, and it had the jurnal entry of urs, and i rememebr one part of it said *And im soo proud that your trying* Do you even care anymore? What is it, all or nothing? Well thats gay. I am tryin my hardest, but thats not good enough. Its not good enough for any of you. Im not good enough for any of you. Is that what its going to come down to? Are you jsu going to drop me like the rest of your *mich friends*? I knw you moved to florida, but did that change our friendship before? NO!! So is it now? I dont even know. Okay im gonna shut up before i say something i really regret.
Brittany you are still my best friend *until you say otherwise* But really, you still mean everything to me, and i dont know whats gong on, but i hope that you still care about me..things jus are soo diff now and i dont know what im surposed to do? Jus talk to me, maybe i dont know, maybe that will help. I jus miss you and need you and luv yu soo fuckin much. Well thats it, im gonna go..B.B.F.A.A. ='(
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