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behindmysmile (profile) wrote,
on 5-24-2004 at 5:53pm
Current mood: rejected
Subject:
Will time heal this hurt?
Well lets see here. yesterday was Kirstens b day!! So that was fun. Had an okay weekend but dont really wanna talk bout it right now. So neways.

I think i made a huge mistake a very huge mistake. The only pesron i have left now, is my babii ali jean not that thats a bad thing. cuz shes my life but i dont have stacey or britty *i think not britt* Anymore. I mean i have My lilmofuggy Malissa too. But nobody like britty. I dont know anymore

Oh gosh. Theres this new guy everyone. If you really wanna know about him then ask. But omg, hes the kind of guy your parents want to bring home Hes the preppy church volenture kind of guy. Hes the kind of guy who truely cares about gurls, and treats them right. I'll get some pics on here hopefully soon. But yeah. i hope thigns work out

Neways thats enough for now. I'll write more when i have more gossip lol. =)

♥Ali jean i luv you more than life itself you are my everything. ♥
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Anonymous

ok then be that way, 05-24-04 6:29pm

ok Jill ovbisouly you dont understand i wanna be your besterest friend i wanna be compared to britty u say i dont have britty but i have malissa but noone like britty i guess your never going to realize how much i wanna be your BESTEREST friend but shame on me huh i guess that'll never happen and you might as well take me out of your journal and if you ever think that ill be worth talkin about and gettin mentioned im me allright bye Malissa :*(

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behindmysmile

Re: ok then be that way, 05-24-04 6:37pm

Omg Malissa!! Thats not what i meant at all babes. Seriously..me and britt have been the best of friends for a while now. Im jus really upset becuz were not anymore, and i dont know what to do ya know. Its nothing against you. I luvyou more than anything you are my lil besterest buddy!! I luv you soo much sweetheart. Im sorry that i hurt your feelings. Please dont take it that way and i luv you soo soo much. Your sucha sweetheart. Again im sorry i luv you. Please dont be mad at me.

♥ Jilly

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Anonymous

Re: Re: ok then be that way, 05-24-04 6:43pm

jill its ok i kno that ill NEVER compare to "ali" or "britty" you dont need to be sorry i just tried to hard to become your friend i guess it didnt work that way my feeling arent hurt i cant understand.... just how come you say iam you lilmofuggy and you never act like it but only towards me and then you say i got malissa but nothing like britty or Ali you should of put so when u wanna have a new buddy ill be here waitin allright? okies loved ya like a sis Maliss

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behindmysmile

Re: Re: Re: ok then be that way, 05-24-04 7:06pm

Omfg Malissa!! What am i surposed to do here? I tried to be nice!! ive tried just about everything now. I dont know how im seriusly surposed to make everyone happy!?

You are my bestest buddy. I do luv you soo much. You are one of my best friends. What else can i tell you? ='( I dont know what to do. I luv you..Just help me out and tell me how to make everything okay again ur my lilmofuggy..come bak to me im sorry.. =(


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loserxdork

05-24-04 7:15pm

awz :( i love you!

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behindmysmile

Re:, 05-24-04 7:21pm

Thanks babes, i luv you 2. =(

No biggie tho right, life goes on..hopefully..right?

<3.

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loserxdork

Re: Re:, 05-24-04 8:12pm

life goes on, yes. and you learn who you can trust and who you cant trust. - i've had PLENTY of those lessons because a lot of people nowadays are soooo untrustable

♥ you sweetheart

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behindmysmile

Re: Re: Re:, 05-24-04 8:27pm

yeah i totally and completey agree wif that. *if i believe in god, i would say AMEN!!* lol.

But it sucks, and finally most of my *best friends* are finally showin thier tru colors.. ='(



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loserxdork

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-24-04 9:15pm

yeahh i know what you mean. awww, then they're obviously not the best friends that you thought they were



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behindmysmile

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-25-04 3:57pm

But ya wanna know the weird thing? I know that i wont be able to live without the one ex best friend of mine that hates me the most.

I honestly thought we would be together forever..now i dont know what to think. ='(


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loserxdork

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-25-04 9:22pm

aww i understand you totally <33

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behindmysmile

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-26-04 11:32am

Friends=gay.

Final statement. ='(


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loserxdork

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-26-04 10:01pm

its true :(

bwah, ♥


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tiptoeinthedark

05-24-04 10:38pm


hey babe!
I'm sorry that this is all causing so much controversy n stuff. Im sorry if u all think that I am like stealing her or w.e. but Im not trying to do that at all... you see Jillane is the best friend I have ever had.. she understands me n thats what I need in my life cuhz no one else does n no one else cares... only Jill... only Jill n I am glad it's her too cuhz I love my lil Jillane.. she a great person n I know u all think so too... but im not trying to steal her I just need her... and Im sorry!
Jillane I love you.. thanks for evrythign babes.. sorry again


*lovin* <3333

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tiptoeinthedark

Re:, 05-25-04 11:23am

Jilly I'm home!!!
I didn't go to school t-day!
so u can write in here n we will write back n fourth if u wanna ok? ima be here like all day checkin for you.. I love you so muhc.. thanks a bunch!!!

<3 Ali Jean

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behindmysmile

Re: Re:, 05-25-04 3:59pm

Ali jean its okay, if they were really truely friends like you and britt theywouldnt care if i had someone like you. Seriously i dont even care anymore.

You mean everything to me you are the best thing tahts ever happened to me i dont know what i would do without you, your my everything. Really never forget that i luv you tons!!

<33 meehhh!! =)

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tiptoeinthedark

Re: Re: Re:, 05-25-04 4:10pm


I will never forget that!
but I am still sorry
I love you 2!!!
more then n e thing!
always will...
ur #1 to me!!!!
never forget that!!!



<3 aLi JeAn

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emptypromises

05-25-04 7:45pm

hey jill---- i really need ur help i hav a friend who really needs someone to talk to and i said u would be the best person to talk to cuz u both hav been through the same sorta things and i was jus wondern if i could giv her ur s/n or something plez lemme kno ASAP
luvv ya jillims
--chels

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behindmysmile

Re:, 05-26-04 11:05am

Dude Chelsie, whats that chicks sn? =)

ANd yeah i dont know how much that i will be able to help but im always hear to listen and to help in any way that i can.

I luv you soo much chels and miss you tons. We soul get together..lala..lol.

<3 meeehhh!!

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