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mizprettyinpink (profile) wrote,
on 5-27-2004 at 1:43pm
Current mood: wasted
Music: midtown-No Place Feels Like Home
Subject: regrets are worthless
no more school . i miss it already .
im starting new
this summer im totaly letting my gaurd down and living my life by the minute so fast ... a fastforward mode to make up for all that time i wasted. god this time im doing so many things differently.
moving one for one lol
i just want to live young! not be so down all the time. and so thats what i'll do. regrets ARE worthless and i am SO excited to go to wisconsin in 13 days!
today ... 3rd period was so fun after exams! man i love pot heads ... (maybe thats my probelm?) lol but i really do. they're so freakin funny!
ryan: knock knock ...
me and keye: whos there?
ryan: no one dude ... chill out

sorry it was so funny you had to be there to see ryans face. funniest thing i've ever seen! hahaha man i can't wait for when school starts again to see who i have my classes with!
i feel like i'm starting everything over and this thought has made me realize ... starting over means no more him, and so ... this is where i stand. waiting to find another guy to not ever get seriousl with! just screw around and have fun while im young!
im setting things right ...
everything is fine now guys ... and he is so far gone and im fine!
and oddly enough (erica) the guys in gym today made me forget him! they're so funny! i need to have that kind of fun all the time and im so ready for it. so here i go. (again)

-lauren- ps-i feel so realived ... guys be happy for me ... because after all this time. i'm finally ok with this ... im finally over him ... it feels SO good right now! remember ... regrets are worthless. its taught me so much and its been so unfair but it all works out in the end! today has been one of the best days i've ever had in my life. i love you guys!
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supergurl

05-27-04 2:39pm

Lauren- hey gurl, its Sara...I really like ur desition....I am happy for u...bc I member when we were younger and we used to go to ur house and hang out...we had fun...(i think lol)...juss dont have too much fun with the guys...ya know what I mean.....love ya

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mizprettyinpink

Re:, 05-27-04 2:47pm

yeah we had some pretty good times! i won't get TOO crazy with the guys but it is so fun being stupid with them i dont want to settle back down for a while. i'm just going to have fun and im so happy i got over this thing before summer started

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SnOwFlAkEa4

Re: Re:, 05-27-04 3:25pm

i am happy for you too!! your really fun to be around and i will try my bestest to make you always happy and if you ever ever ever need me i only live down the street (lol) LOVE YOU!!

*your one and only dweeb

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Anonymous

05-31-04 2:46pm

hey buddy!!! im sooooooooooo oh soooooo glad that u r going to be moving on without him.... u really need it!! and were going to have a freaken awesome summer!!!! especially since we live close.. and wisconsin is gonna be awesome. im at my sisters now and were leaving to go to the mall so il ttyl bye!!! love you!!!
~can u guess who it is?~

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mizprettyinpink

Re:, 05-31-04 7:14pm

yeah im glad too. its not totally gone yet but im working on it :-D and i know there will always be something there in me for him but i cant live my life hoping and waiting. because ti sucks...and the truth is, love sucks and so im going to try not to fall into it until i've had my fun :-D i love you too SO much and i want wait to go to WI with you :-D i only wish we would be there for the fourth of july but hey! beggars cant be choosers ... -lor

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 06-01-04 12:05pm

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

dont ask lol im happy!
-anna

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