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HollishDanishM (profile) wrote,
on 6-6-2004 at 6:40pm
Music: Bumblebeez 81- Pony Ride
Subject: Refresh Me
I believe in the evil in people. I know when I'm trying to talk to a person, whom I usually never communicate with, I try to be pleasant and nice- but I would love to just walk away. Walk away to the people I know how to communicate with. Things like these, they keep you in a box. It's not even society shaping it, it's you. You're the one closing it up.
I believe in the evil of people. Don't we all just love to backstabb people, criticize left and right, and lie constantly? Sometimes I believe that I am different, but in the end I find out that obviously- I'm not. Sometimes it's just unbelievable to think about how many people you hurt in a day.
I believe in change, I really do. People change, culture changes, society changes. It just seems that we should all have a common ground, a set of morals, that we follow. When you start to leave those behind too, that's where you start dissapointing me. When you start doing things, I knew you would never do. I KNEW. But you proved me wrong. You prove me wrong each and every day.
I see nothing of the same old you, in your soul anymore. It's hard to watch.
It's like watching someone take a dive. Closer and closer, until you hear that splash. And you're gone...
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Anonymous

06-08-04 2:29pm

Mette! This entry is obviously about me and how you are disappointed in me because I am "different" because I am trying different things. "I see nothing of the same old you, in your soul anymore. it's hard to watch." Maybe you should take a closer look and please don't judge me. I know a lot of shit happened ...because shit does happen in life..but I would appreciate it if you just stood by me like you used to and tell me the truth to my face- and not indirectly through a woohu entry. Even if this entry is not about me or whatever, I still want you to talk to me and tell me what you feel instead of hiding your emotions and thoughts in regard to any changes I have experienced.

I love you
-Dorina

P.S. This is not supposed to be a bitchy comment...I just want to let you know that it's okay to talk to me ...about anything... even if it is about anything that I have done that has surprised you. It is your job as a friend to direct me the right way...and somehow I just feel lost and need some guidance.

Ahh sorry for this emotional entry. .. I love you

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