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behindmysmile (profile) wrote,
on 6-10-2004 at 10:55pm
Current mood: uncomfortable
Subject:
How could i live w/o you..?
Well today was, uhm shitty. mah 2 best friends gettin into a huge fight Wif meh stuck in the middle Oh well, it aint got shit to wif meh. let em argue. i aint stickin up for nobody

Brittany Marie, im soo srry for everything. I hate wat happened, and im soo sorry for not stickin up fo ryou 2 babii gurl. I really am truely sorry and i hope u can forgive meh i luhv u.

Ali jean im sorry to u 2. Im sorry that u went through all dis shit. And yeah i still luhv u more than anythin, but, its juss ur talkin shit bout britt, and dats uhm mah best friend, (one of) and u know how much she means to meh, i jus cant believe u would do dat to meh. But i still luv u and hope u dont hate meh.

And malissa babes, im really sorry for not talkin and for being a bitch and for everythin. I know im not surposed to be sorry but i still am and yeah i luv u soo much sweetheart. your the besterest. *mwuz*

<33 Jillane <33
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Anonymous

Hey Babii Gurl, 06-10-04 11:58pm

Hey Jill Its allright for u not talkin i kno that you are upset cuz your best friends are fightin and your in the middle of it well umm i just want you to be happy :) I Luhver you so much I dont kno what I'd do wif out you <3 ya Malissa

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tiptoeinthedark

Re: Hey Babii Gurl, 06-11-04 12:09am

Im sorry Jillane but that is so unfair!
she said shit about me too.. n the shit her friends said about meh was worse too... but w.e u said u didnt stick up for britty but ya no wut? ya so did cuhz its so easy to see ur on her side everyone knows u love her more n to sop all this shit.. it over.... u can have her im gone




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behindmysmile

Re: Hey Babii Gurl, 06-11-04 12:58am

Thank ya tons Malissa. That means lots to meh i luhver u soo fuckin much *mwuz*

<33.

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behindmysmile

Re: Re: Hey Babii Gurl, 06-11-04 1:01am

Ali jean thats not fuckin fair either!! I did stick up for you. And i know wat they said was bad too. I yelled at britt too and i bitched her too, trust me i did. Im not on her side, im not on anybodys side. And i shouldnt have to be. I shouldnt have to choice between mah 2 best friends, and I WONT!!

And u cant fuckin leave meh like that. PLz dont do this to meh seriuosly ali jean. I luhv u soo fuckin much and u know that, and i dont luv her more than u!! Stop sayin that, ali jean plz dont leave, if u read this plz dont be mad at me im sorry i luhv u more than anythin ill do anythin to make this up to you. I luhv u soo much, icant lose u.. ='(

I cant begin to imagine our 1st fight,
Being our last.. ='(


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loserxdork

06-11-04 12:20am

aw, well i hope that everything works out with you. i know exactly how you feel because this used to happen to me all the time when i was friends with these 2 girls that hated eachother. <33

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behindmysmile

Re:, 06-11-04 1:03am

Awwe thanx babes!! That means lots to meh.

And yeah it sucks, but i dont see hwo it has anythin to do wif meh, i mean it shouldnt should it? Eventually i guess it always does tho..

Urgh i hate this, i jus wanna go fuckin kill myself..='(

3 weeks today, and u 2 pull sum shit like this.. =(

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Anonymous

Hey Babers, 06-11-04 8:52am

Hey I hope your going to be alright and PLEASE PLEASE dont do nuffin crazy:( Iam sooo.. sorry whats happening to you shouldnt your to great or a person for anybody to even consider hating I luvher you wif all my heart babers <3 you always~n~4eva Malissa

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tiptoeinthedark

Re: Hey Babers, 06-11-04 9:30am

well well well.. I couldn't just do that u know I couldn't leave ur goofy ass.. I love you Jillane n I wont leave.. I'll just uhm.. idk.. but I can't leave u cuhz ur my best friend n the only one who understands meh.. n loves meh for who I am n stuff...

ya know what!?

this is LAST PERIOD
of the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL

u get me all summer
oh hoh bet ur not ready for that

I love u so much *kissy*



<3

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behindmysmile

Re: Hey Babers, 06-11-04 12:04pm

Thank u babes. Oh wow, im glad im done wif dat shit tho. No need to be sorry. And thanks again babii gurrrl. Ur a sweetheart, n ur always there for meh, i dont know wat i would do w/o you i luhver u soo much.

<3.

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behindmysmile

Re: Re: Hey Babers, 06-11-04 12:07pm

Awwe good, thank god, omg i thought was going to die!! I would have died if i didnt hav eyou in mah life, cuhz ur mah everything, i luhver u soo fuckin much ali jean!! And ditto to all dat stuff usaid bout meh.

YaYaYaY!! Last day fo skool..its all over wif now!! WOo HOo!!!!!!!

I think i can handle all summer, ex since u gonna be gone for like 3 weeks or sumthin of it.. =( But its okay i still luhver u and i think ill be okay.

I luhv u soo much more ali!!!

<3.

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loserxdork

Re: Re:, 06-11-04 12:10pm

noo, i love you babes <33

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behindmysmile

Re: Re: Re:, 06-11-04 12:15pm

Awwe thnk u babes!! luv u 2.

<3.

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tiptoeinthedark

Re: Re: Re: Hey Babers, 06-11-04 12:18pm

only 1 n 1/2 silly bum ;)



<3

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behindmysmile

Re: Re: Re: Re: Hey Babers, 06-11-04 12:25pm

Dats still forever but better.

I luhv u. <3.

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loserxdork

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-11-04 12:59pm

welcome <33

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thoughtskill

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-11-04 1:00pm

apology not fuckin accepted.
< / 3

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behindmysmile

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 06-11-04 1:14pm

DONT FUCKIN DO THIS TO MEH PLZ DONT DO THIS TO MEH

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