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| lifesuxsodanz (profile) wrote, on 6-15-2004 at 12:45pm | |
| Subject: sore...tired...bleh |
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| god I forgot how much work it was to not be lazy and fat...first day of conditioning went alright except for the fact that I almost blacked out...again! This heat exhuastion thing is so fuckin annoying I try to just stick it out and work but then everything goes fuzzy and the world starts spinning and I feel like i'm slipping in and out of conciousness. It makes me feel so weak I can't stand it. Ms. Dicillo got really freaked out because all of the color like drained from my face except for around my eyes I looked like I was dead or something. Yeah so that was the fun adventure on the track afterwards we went inside and did crunches and worked in the weight room and I was fine. Thank god I'm going to start dancing again soon I hate losing everything over the summer. It was good though because it gave me something to channel my rage and get my mind off of...things. And human interaction was actualy kind of nice maybe I will start calling my friends again...stop being all antisocial. We'll see. I just realized how much money I'm really going to need for gainsville I better stop spending what I have. I gotta chip in for gas and tolls I need to pay for a weeks worth of food then there's alcohol which is probably the biggest expense lol. bah idc I'd sell my kidney to get away from here if it was necessary. yup so...grrrrr that's all I have to say. I'm so happy for Jenn finally letting go of Austin I know how hard that is believe me. It takes more will power than I've ever had. I wanna do something but I don't wanna plan it so somebody call me with a proposal...lol either that or I'll just sit at home some more...either way Regrettably Yours, ~Jess~ |
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lizzy | 06-15-04 1:31pm aw i wish i could've gone to conditioning :-/ i miss eagle-ettes {kinda} lol. i have to do conditioning in my daily classes too led by this college girl whose body is amazing and never shows sign of weakness. crazy. |