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shiznit05 (profile) wrote,
on 6-17-2004 at 10:47am
Current mood: angry
people anger me...people either make act before they think with situations or they wait for something to be handed to them on a fucking silver platter. and while they're waiting they'll sit and piss and moan about how nothing is going their way and how sad they are and how depressing life is...well, you know why?? its because you're not doing a damn thing about it! happiness isnt something thats going to pop up one day, knock on your door and be like ok, im all yours now!! for the love of Christ people, life is whatever you make it out to be, if you take every bad action towards you as completely life altering and something that will inevitably make your life worse than thats exactly what its going to be. why cant people just move on from things, i understand that some actions are bad, and i understand that they will consume your mind for an x amount of time, but i also understand that dwelling on things never helps, and that thinking that something is the end only adds to the fact that that you're depressed about it and will make you moreso...so my advice to all...take life as it comes, what happens now wont be that big of a deal in a year. dont weigh the bad things in life moreso than the good...if you do that i can promise you life will be better, talk to people about how you feel..yes talk, dont analyze, analyzing never works, treat others as equals, dont be degrading, it hurts. try to make the best out of all situations, being an optimist isnt as bad as you think, if you're not happy where you are now, try something new, try to find something else that makes you happy, or if you already know what makes you happy...do it! living life isnt rocket science people, its just some of you make it more dramatic than it has to be

ok, now dont take all of that as an attack, its just a rant, i know im guilty of most of the things i just stated, but oh well

now that thats done...yesterday was fun, i woke up at 1030 after unplugging my clock when it said it was time for me to wake up for throwing...i was a big bum, and didnt go, but from what i heard i did miss much, hodges yelled because he didnt have a running buddy, but oh well, he'll live, i promise. i bummed around the house for awhile, then called up stevie, she needed someone to go shopping with so i went and picked her up and we went to meijer, bought some stuff for a friend of hers then came out to my house. watched how to lose a guy in 10 days..soemthing we pretty much always do. talked to daniel, got him to come out, called up sara, told adam and adam told ian, and doug came out after work...it was fun, we watched behind enemy lines and the sweet fight scenes in the patriot...then the group began to dwindle..stevie and doug left, with adam soon after, sara had to be home and then daniel got tired and left..ian stayed til about midnight..that was fun, havent seen him in forever so it was a nice change. he taught be how to read this sweet weather stuff so now when im with others i can read it and also feel sweet..to bad he taught me when i was about half asleep so i really remember none of it, but thats alright

last night i had a dream, my friends and i went to a circus, and the clowns were scary and the elephant was really tiny..like daniel size, i got a balloon animal and doug ate it, while ian stole my cotton candy..then they all left to join the circus and i went off to college, then i woke up

i think im gonna cut my hair

where's megan at? i think she died

today i think im going to stay home..maybe talk to my family..they are leaving me for the weekend, and then they leave next wednesday...

i love michael

y2wulff: you should be in bed young missy
WulffMsc: haha, when did you become the bedtime police?
y2wulff: yesterday was my commencement why weren't you there
WulffMsc: i knew there was something i missed yesterday!
WulffMsc: i'll send you a card tomorrow
y2wulff: i'm a junior deputy bed police
WulffMsc: do you have a badge?
y2wulff: do you
WulffMsc: no...
WulffMsc: im ashamed of myself
y2wulff: well then lets not judge
WulffMsc: haha
y2wulff: i gotta go to bed i have classes tomorrow
y2wulff: see yea later
WulffMsc: mmk, i'll talk to you later
y2wulff: bye
WulffMsc: night!

thats enough
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Anonymous

06-17-04 8:33pm

if you know that youve done all this yourself, why be so hypocritically judgemental?


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