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| supergurl (profile) wrote, on 6-24-2004 at 8:43pm | |
| ok, so I was at Todd's today....it was OK I guess....nothing really happend, I got there EARLY at like 9:30, and we watched TV untill 1:00 and then we went to the movies, and saw "The Terminal"...it was REALLY good.then we came back, went online, went to get Chris...and came back...o that was fun...NOT....bc I was depressed most of the day...bc I listened to "If ur not the one" by Daniel Beddingfeild, and that song ALWAYS makes em sad...and I kinda got happy when Chris was there bc he can ALWAYS make me laugh.....which isnt neccesarily good.....so yeah...we juss hung out, and i "cried" and they tried cheering me up.....kinda worked, and then we listend to music the rest of the night........well, thats about it...Im still really depressed bc seeing Chris always makes me sooo sad, bc 1) it reminds me when times were good for me...2) it reminds me of when he liked me and I liked him...3) al he tlks about is how much he likes Jessica.... juss stufff...... Sarah- Todd isnt going to be here when u come bc he is going to Ohio with Chris.... and the whole comment thingy in ur journal...its true....I was thinking about what u said to me and how u said it, and i started crying on the phone last night, both on the phone and off....but it wasnt loud bc I didnt want u to hear me......but I love u, and u have no idea how bad it hurts to hear u say ur cutting urself........I've never really been in the position where my best friend cuts her self instead of me and it hurts ME....I mean, there is always Leanne....but that was all so different...this is something I dont know how to deal with or help u really......but Ill always try bc I dont want u to do stuff like this, specially if its juss cuz ur board....! well, i gotta go, so I will ttul.....<<3 |
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SnOwFlAkEa4 | 06-24-04 8:55pm i wuv you |