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| shiznit05 (profile) wrote, on 6-30-2004 at 10:23am | |
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| the last few days have been quite odd...i feel like ive gotten my best friend back, but at the same time, i feel like im getting a brand new best friend...can someone have more than one best friend? i'd like to think so, but at the same time i feel bad calling the new one my best friend, like its some sort of betrayal to my first best friend...like he's in some way less best than before? idk, its comfusing...i dont think i like the term best friend, its too definite, i mean if someone is best one day...does that necessarily mean they will be best the next? not the way people work nowadays...everything is changing..i think i'll just stick with good. i have my good friend back...and i feel like im getting a brand new good friend - that makes me happy, i like my new good friend the corn is starting to get high...so anyone who decides to enture out to my house, please, please, please be careful at all intersections! the corn really does hinder your visibility, just be careful i skipped throwing this morning - my alarm went off and i didnt want to go at all...throwing this morning had zero appeal...normally i'll go just for the fact that i can see the people there and be social, but this morning was different, i didnt jump at the chance to spend time with ian or adam, i just didnt see the point, it was odd, i didnt understand, but in the stir of confusion, i rolled over and fell back asleep i have to go in tonight and get my proofs...im really curious as to how they turned out, but at the same time...i worried they'll be bad.. also this 4H project has me all tied in knots, i procrastinated too much and i know i'll finish it, but i dont think it will be top knotch like i want it to be. plus this whole judging thing? i dont do well with being judged...plus i just found out im being escorted? kinda weird, idk, i think i need to have a nice long talk with megan about it..she'll make me feel more together about it movie night last night at ians...it was cool, we watched cold mountain, good movie, id watch it again, just so i could catch all the parts i missed because of random bantering...and people yell at me for talking during movies?? im not bad at all when compared to the people last night, oh well grandmas here... |
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Nef | 06-30-04 11:18am burn the paper |