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| emmyd (profile) wrote, on 7-26-2004 at 11:25am | |
| Current mood: scared Music: criminal - eminem Subject: ehh... |
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| court today... 2:00 wish me kelsey and meg luck :-\ i try not to think about it tho..so i dont get as nervous...lol so i think about umm....yea *him* (Alex) ever since Helena mentioned him i cant stop thinking of the "what ifs?" what if he knew that i liked him? what if he wasnt with jess? or even.. what if he broke up with her just to be with me?? ughh thats all i can think about..i cant believe that the whole time i was with him in the shop (3 weeks lol) he really liked me...and i liked him A LOT...arghh i cant believe it...lol its insane..or failure as Serge says lol now that i think about him non-stop...i really wanna see him..or even Brian...just so i could like..give them my sn or sumthin...not even that..i just want to see Alex..just look at him lol ergg im such a fag my old entry about Alex when i really liked him...... ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- all of my life..where have u been?..i wonder if ill ever see you again :-\ i miss *AL* :-( quotes from books that mean a lot to me.... "And then I thought of him, and I wondered if a blessing is still a blessing if it lasts for only a little while." -Patty Bergen- "I was just too filled up with feelings of pleasure and privlege to think that in those shorts days together we had begun making memories."-Patty- i miss you...after knowing you for a few weeks..i hate it i need to get my mind off you <\3 bRoKeN <\3 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------- yeaa :-\ i changed the journal again lol.... im gunna go and try to get my mind off court... |
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| Anonymous | you know who, 07-27-04 4:27pm lol we think so much alike. We are both so lame.
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emmyd | 07-27-04 4:28pm hahaha omg i know!!! |