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| blackcandynecklace (profile) wrote, on 7-26-2004 at 11:46am | |
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| heh. here i go. i'm gonna start updating ok jorie! well too much crap has happened i'll try updating little by little cuz it would be cool to look at this in the future. especially since it shows alot of my progress. well for now i'll write this. i'm going out with mushroom (alex), only he's been gone for 5 weeks and will be gone for 2 more. he's a councier at this camp in ma-ka-ja-wan. heh. well anywayz. there was this kid eric, and i thought i liked him but i think i was just excited to be getting attention that i wanted. well then i hung out with alex at a picnice and then we hung out alot and i really respect him, and he's really what i want from a guy right now. well eric i kinda left in the dust lol. but then i went to florida and then he kept trying to im me and i just didn't want to talk to him cuz i did get kind of mad that time where i went to his friends house and everyone was basically drunk, he wasn't but it was still awkward. but anyway, i really wanted to talk to him to straiten things out. so here's the convo BlkCandyNecklace [9:08 PM]: hi BlkCandyNecklace [9:09 PM]: sorry i didn't answer earlier i was at work Phate318 [9:12 PM]: hey no prob Phate318 [9:12 PM]: how are ya BlkCandyNecklace [9:12 PM]: i'm good BlkCandyNecklace [9:12 PM]: how are you? Phate318 [9:12 PM]: great Phate318 [9:13 PM]: im doin awesome! BlkCandyNecklace [9:13 PM]: : ) BlkCandyNecklace [9:13 PM]: you sound really optamistic Phate318 [9:13 PM]: u are the second person that has told me that in like 10 mins BlkCandyNecklace [9:15 PM]: heh BlkCandyNecklace [9:15 PM]: mabey it's your big font Phate318 [9:16 PM]: haha perhaps...better? BlkCandyNecklace [9:19 PM]: no it’s not bad lol Phate318 [9:20 PM]: so what have u been up to? BlkCandyNecklace [9:20 PM]: um i was in florida Phate318 [9:21 PM]: oh snap Phate318 [9:21 PM]: i didnt know that BlkCandyNecklace [9:21 PM]: and i've been working and hanging out, having fun with my last summer of high school Phate318 [9:22 PM]: yeah i hear ya BlkCandyNecklace [9:22 PM]: what have you been up to? Phate318 [9:23 PM]: chillin with the guys school monday and wed. and workin like 45-55 hours a week BlkCandyNecklace [9:24 PM]: holy shit BlkCandyNecklace [9:24 PM]: so your not having too much fun Phate318 [9:25 PM]: well my weekends are a blast! BlkCandyNecklace [9:25 PM]: cool Phate318 [9:25 PM]: heck yea! BlkCandyNecklace [9:37 PM]: i just wanted to talk to you so we could end on some kind of note, well not exacally end but you nkow what i mean. i know we won't be hanging out much, i just didn't want to stop talking to you without us talking about it first Phate318 [9:38 PM]: oh i totally know what u mean its not that i dont want to hang out with u at all, its just that over summer i dont want to be serious with any girls because that is the only time that my friends are in town so i want to spend that time with them, but once their gone, i dunno id like to haev a gf BlkCandyNecklace [9:42 PM]: i completely understand, only i'd feel like i was on hold you know what i mean. BlkCandyNecklace [9:42 PM]: your an awesome guy, and you are cute. only i have a boyfriend now so you don't have to even think about me if you don't want to. BlkCandyNecklace [9:43 PM]: i would like to keep talking to you though. and if you'd like to be friends and hang out that would be cool too Phate318 [9:43 PM]: its cool i gotcha BlkCandyNecklace [9:47 PM]: i can tell you that you'll be the first person i'll call if i need someone to kick someone's ass Phate318 [9:47 PM]: haha why is that?! BlkCandyNecklace [9:48 PM]: your really strong lol, isn't that obvious? Phate318 [9:48 PM]: haha i dunno!? Phate318 [9:49 PM]: yeah i feel really bad i missed out on u, its just that like when all my friends get back in town i try to spend as much time with them as i can cuz after their gone, i go to school, work out, adn go to work, thats IT! BlkCandyNecklace [9:51 PM]: hm. i don't really know how to respond to that Phate318 [9:52 PM]: i know its a weird situation and i wouldnt expect u or anyone to wait around like u said BlkCandyNecklace [9:53 PM]: i do respect the fact that you put yoru friends first Phate318 [9:54 PM]: their like my brothers, ive known and played football with them for 6 years Phate318 [9:54 PM]: ive known them all together for about 8 years BlkCandyNecklace [9:55 PM]: cool Phate318 [9:55 PM]: but i mean id love to have a gf, i like just having someone to talk to and hang out with all the time, its great! BlkCandyNecklace [9:56 PM]: we can still hang out BlkCandyNecklace [9:56 PM]: just tell me whenever Phate318 [9:56 PM]: aight sounds good BlkCandyNecklace [9:56 PM]: of course as friends though Phate318 [9:57 PM]: yeah Phate318 [9:59 PM]: yeah remember a while ago when i was talking about the whole friends with benefits thing because i really liked u but i knew i wouldnt be able to put enough time into it to make it a good relationship BlkCandyNecklace [10:00 PM]: yea Phate318 [10:01 PM]: so yeah... BlkCandyNecklace [10:02 PM]: yeuap yeaup Phate318 [10:12 PM]: so who is the bf? BlkCandyNecklace [10:13 PM]: someone from school Phate318 [10:13 PM]: cool Phate318 is away at 10:38 PM Phate318 returned at 10:43 PM Phate318 signed off at 11:28 PM yeaup. so whatever. i treid being really nice, if we do hang out i'll definitly bring someone else with me, but we'll see. i'll write more later : ) i will. it kinda felt good writing this down, ahhh now i remember why i started a journal in the first place :smirk: ttys |
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