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sushininja (profile) wrote,
on 7-30-2004 at 2:10am
Current mood: depressed, feeling unimportant
Music: Ayreon-The Human Equation
Well, I was supposed to be in bed by 1, but I'm too emotionally down right now to go to bed...I feel unimportant...I almost feel as if I'm hindering Carmen from having a good time when she wants to still go out after she leaves my house, when it's my curfew...I haven't been able to talk to her in a while either, because she gets in late and I fall asleep...I haven't talked to her about this yet, because, well, like I said, haven't been able too...but I'm not blaming her for going out and having a good time, nor do I want to make her feel bad...I just want to let everyone know about the bad mood that will ensue (and has been lurking around lately)...

Last night, I had a rather important conversation with Amanda...she stated how she was feeling, and well, did what she had to...and I'm proud of her, for doing that...it is one of the traits I admire in her...

Tonight was the first band rehersal of the year...and well, it was good...we had two freshman tubas there (little Stoots and little Terry), along with Marcus...it was good, and afterwards, got Josh hooked (hopefully, mWUAHAHAHHA) on Gunbound...

I ordered Ceremony of Opposites today...

Quote of the day:
"[Agony] I am pain
I am the end, I am your wraith
Nothing remains
I'm the loss of hope and faith

[Me] I can't believe there is no way out...
[Agony] You'll I find you are wrong
[Me] You fill me with doubt...
[Agony] You were never that strong"
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Anonymous

07-30-04 4:37am

I don't go out after leaving your house...If I'm gonna be out late, it's because I'm already hanging out with people who want to/can be out late.

we spent a few hours together yesterday...but you never mentioned anything to me...

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shiznit05

07-30-04 4:45pm

Lord help poor josh...

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