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| xpiratepunkx (profile) wrote, on 8-12-2004 at 6:41pm | |
| Current mood: weird Music: Atreyu - Dilated Subject: The Curse |
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| So let me get this straight. Not only does the school place me in a class with two guys that I liked and grabbed their butts; yet they also place me in there with a bunch of guys being the only girl. But they also want to place A.J. 2 parking spots down from where Victoria and myself park. So what's the dilly yo with all of that?? Little did I know, that young A.J. gives rides to his family/friends. And who just so happens to be A.J.'s friend?? Scotty. Haha. Silly Cone=Silicone. That was corny. But yeah. It was just weird. You have no friggin idea. We were waiting outside of Victoria's car for her little brother. And Scott just comes and I can just feel his eyes on me. And I'm desperately trying not to make eye contact. So I'm like, "I'm going to go in the car now." I felt so retarded. I kind of feel terrible though. I act like I don't even know him and that I never had anything to do with him. But I think that's what he wanted anyway. |
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| Anonymous | 08-13-04 1:35pm I think that's what he would have wanted too. It's better than you looking at him and there being some awkward thing where you dont know if you can smile or not. I'll trade spots with victoria anytime she wants...if it's good. ;) She can park in my row, the entire thing is empty, besides 5 cars. Maybe victoria can ride up to pick up her brother then you wont have to see him.
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xpiratepunkx | Re:, 08-13-04 4:02pm "I think that's what he would have wanted too." ??
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Anonymous | Re: Re:, 08-15-04 12:18pm 92, all the way at the very end. Just look down as he's getting in the back. Is her car not four door? Or hold her cell up to your ear on days that you see him walking that way and pretend like youre deep in convo. You can come up with something to do if it bothers you that much. I think you'll get over it soon though. Once it becomes routine. |
xpiratepunkx | Re: Re: Re:, 08-15-04 1:44pm Hmm, I'll talk to her about it.
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Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-16-04 9:12pm I dont know if you are over him or not, but it seems like you are. When you see him and it brings back memories, does it hurt? Or is it just like reminising? (? on sp) Do little things remind you of him? Other than when you see him, do you think about him? Dreams dont count. Do you think you could like another guy if you met someone cool? Just trying to get at the root of what you're feeling to see if you are over him. Is there some emode quiz for this? Because that would be pimp. Remind me to tell you about perri bevon. |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-16-04 9:13pm The perri bevon thing is totally off topic, just so you dont think I'm gonna provide you with some great insight using her as an example. |
xpiratepunkx | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-17-04 5:37am I don't know if I'm over him. When I see him, it does hurt because it's like I can't say anything to him. I want to say hey, but I can't. I do miss everything because things were so good back then. I do think about him even when he isn't around. I'll think of what could have happened and probably where we would be right now.
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xpiratepunkx | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-17-04 5:38am I thought so. (that it would be off topic) |
Anonymous | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-18-04 10:13pm maybe u should just wave at him or something. smile. make eye contact. anything. but dont do it if it would like crush u if he didnt return it. |
xpiratepunkx | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 08-19-04 6:32am Should I? I don't know if I would be crushed though. Like maybe if I was shot down, it would help me get over him. Or it would just probably put me in an even worse mood.
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