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Aaron (profile) wrote,
on 8-27-2004 at 11:44am
Current mood: infuriated
Music: piggy NIN
Subject: My battle...
I tried. i really did...look, laura, just don't come near me. my past...don't tangle yourself with it. I really liked you...it just wasn't enough. I wasn't enough. I'm not the man I have to be. I'm sorry...I really am...I know i'm horrible and cold. please...stay away from my past. it's just...too much. I have to handle it alone. It's my battle...and it'll either kill me, or make me stronger.
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dragon-bearer

08-27-04 1:17pm

Hmm... you seemed sad at the party... I'm sorry.

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Aaron

Re:, 08-27-04 2:21pm

It's hard to be in the same room as her...

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Aaron

Re:, 08-27-04 2:23pm

hey, do you have AIM?

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dragon-bearer

Re: Re:, 08-27-04 5:15pm

yup.
cloudlavender

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independenttruckergrl

Re: Re:, 08-27-04 9:30pm

I'm taking it your talking about me..

And why the hell do you salute me?
What's up with that?

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Anonymous

08-27-04 3:16pm

I'm sorry. I didn't know I was going near your past. I'm just really confused. Just- the sudden change in the way you acted around me... I was frustrated and confused. And you're NOT horrible and cold. You are brave and humble and so many other things that I don't even know how to describe. And I love them all. You are the man that you are and God meant for it to be that way. He has plans with the qualities that you have within you, and he wants you to use them. Handling hard problems alone isn't what people are meant to do. Humans only thrive when they have others to lean on and help them through. Even if it is your battle, find allies in the people you know by sharing your problems and you can win. Take off some of the burden that rests on your shoulders and let the people around you take it and help you. You may think that you have to be in this alone, but there are so many people that would be willing to help if only you let them. And I want you to know that I am definitley one of them. I love you. And I don't want you to suffer alone. I want to be by your side. I don't want this to be the end.
I miss you so much.
<3 Laura

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