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lilkristen (profile) wrote,
on 8-30-2004 at 9:30am
sometimes i wonder why i post my thoughts anymore.. all it gets me is trouble.. im thinking of abandoning this.. starting over on greatest journal or something.. and giving only certain people the link.. no more randoms, no more commenting to other people, even though thats how i met kelli and erika and jena and kalie.. who are great people..

sometimes i wonder if its worth it.. the people who have to misinterpret what i say and cause shit..

i didnt mean everyone in the world has it fuckin better than me!!! yet people accuse me of thinking that!!! and someone, who will not be named, thinks that this is the first person that i've ever lost.. which i think is pretty funny.. he thinks just cuz he lost more than the one person i updated about that he's special.. and this causes trouble..

people dont know me or anything that's happened to me.. and i hate that accusations have to be made and trouble started up.. cuz i dont want that.. i want everything to just be ok..

is that too much to fucking ask!?!

comments would be appreciated..
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independenttruckergrl

08-30-04 12:33pm

No, its not.
Everyone wants it to be ok. Including me.
It's humman nature to start trouble. Some people have more of a problem with it than others.

Just because he's lost more than one person doesn't make him have to cause trouble.
You lost someone you cared about deeply. And that's different than losing someone who you just barely knew.

Most of the time it's worth it to post your feelings and thoughts. You can post it under private if you don't want people to read it. But letting your thoughts out, it helps clear the mind. So don't stop because of what some people say. People are going to say shit that will make you hurt. It's just best to forget about it and not let it really effect your life.

No one has it better than anyone else. Everyone will always have a problem. It might be different problems for each indiviual..but a problem is still a problem.

I think you are a wonderful person too. I love reading your thoughts about different things. It always gives me new perspectives.

Sorry I haven't been commenting much..I've been on vaction.

I love you.
<3

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lilkristen

Re:, 08-30-04 2:22pm

thanks so much kalie it really helped me alot..

love you right back

<3

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xxinterrupted

08-30-04 12:53pm

no don't leave.. make your journal friends only from now on, or make certain entries friends only. thats what i do.

..people are stupid, don't let them get to you!

<3<3

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lilkristen

Re:, 08-30-04 2:23pm

thanks, jena..

<3

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