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xpiratepunkx (profile) wrote,
on 9-2-2004 at 3:27pm
Current mood: pissed off
Music: The Juliana Theory - If I Told You This Was Killing Me Would You Stop?
Subject: *)!#$ ^%$#
FUCK FUCK FUCK. I wasn't ready. I chickened out. I couldn't look at him. It was too hard. GAH!! What the hell?! UGH. I'm so pissed at myself. I could have waved at Victoria's friend that we had to give a ride to. Even though I don't know him. GRR! FUCK FUCK FUCK. This is going to be on my mind for the longest time! I'm such a loser. I hate myself for having done that!!

Allow me to stuff my head into a pillow. Preferrably one that is sound proof and fluffy.
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09-02-04 7:35pm

theres always another day in the parking lot....did u really stuff ur head in a pillow?

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Re:, 09-02-04 8:38pm

tis true. today was just too perfect though cause i walked passed him. and sometimes we leave too early for him to walk by or aj just moves his car sometimes.

i couldn't. my bed wasn't in my room because my carpet is getting cleaned, so i dont' know where my pillows are.

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