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| mizu87 (profile) wrote, on 9-27-2004 at 10:23pm | |
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| everyone EVERYONE Oh we saw your boyfriend with his friend Creg Saturday blah blah and mattie comes up to me 'oh and one more thing Jose forgot to tell you. Brook told Jose to make sure to tell you that he doesn't see you and him together in the future anymore' I was pissed.. I'm crushed. He is such an ass.. I can't believe it. I called Gasmart and I HEARD him say he didn't want to talk to me bastard so they said he was busy and Carrie tried to get him to talk to me but he wouldn't. So what do I do? First I call autum to see if she could pick me up but no one answered and then I called Creg... I pleded with him to call but he said he could talk to him later that night, he promised he'd try.. and then I said he could call Gasmart and I gave him the number and.. He promised to call me back and the phone rang and.. it was Brook. "don't bring my brother into this. I don't appreciate it and neither does he" and I was all like wtf oh well what am I supposed to do! you gave me his number anyway! and he said oh well and .. if I don't like it oh well because it was how things were, he was busy now and he doesn't have time for anyone not even his family and I said shouldn't I be different and he said, sorry you're not. ... .. and.. just.. Carrie told me he doesn't work tomorrow and.. I asked him to come see me and he said he'd try.. I know he won't.. ... he is suspended tomorrow, wednesday and thursday from work. It's his own fault. He called in Saturday to see if Mike would cover for him so he could go to the festival with Creg and Brook also said he was getting tired of what I was hearing from everyone around me.. .... .. He said he was supposed to be at the Cage all day Thursday.. He also said that he missed his sisters bithday and his brothers birthday and his own birthday was comming up that he was gonna miss. Hint hints that he didn't give a fuck about mine. .. I'm so hurt.. I don't know why I feel so crushed! .. I'm crying right now.. ... He is thinking about going with Creg.. to fl, cal, then canada and this and that and .. he's dancing at Pow Wow's ... and.. .. .. ... ... I'm crushed... ..... I truly am crushed.. So.. .. hurt... ... I called Ashley.. told her my birthday was Thursday (I'm off Wednesday, Thursday and Friday) and that I needed to chase my boyfriend to the cage so I asked if I could stay with her Thrusday.. she said okay mom ain't too hott with it but I said that she called me to say happy birthday and oh well i'm going. ... ... .. ... . watch him not be there... ... ... bastard.. god.. why.. .. ah I'm not even gonna ask. Charles and I was flirtin like hell today, He was sobering up and was really hyper and wanted to get high. I said for him to stay that way, that he was cute sober.. and.. he just.. was crazy today it was awesome.. he is nicer.. nastier but he was funny and apologized.. said sorry.. and was louder and faster at washing dishes and it was great he was really fun. We was slow as hell so we just goofed off... .. .. It was strange... I was talking about Brook and... he said "why do you keep talking about brook?" and I said why not and he said because it was inapropriate... surprise for me. I felt bad. (oh I also called Creg back and apologized and thanked him.. he sounded really annoyed) .. I dont' know what is up with Chales.. Jon also calle.d. talked to me and said he had to send a FedEx thing to someone and my letters got sent too on accident with it so I don't know I was just in my own world so whatever but I work with him Sunday from 7-2... ... .. I just.. want to cry.. I just can't believe it.. ... ... I can't believe it.. ... .. .. . . |
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| Anonymous | 09-28-04 10:22pm ...and the plot thickens. Next Time On Buda's Life: Who knows?
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mizu87 | Re:, 09-28-04 11:06pm ... ... I've been trying that.. but.. .. I guess.. I should just put trust with him because once I hear a little rumor I jump on it.. .. ..
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