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Iwasthinkingthat (profile) wrote,
on 10-2-2004 at 9:59am
Current mood: blank
Music: Rooney- Losing all control
Subject: A little bit lonely

Ever feel like maybe youve got no one anymore. I dont mean Sean. I mean those other people...like my friends. Im so unimportant now. Do you guys remember when I was important. Yeah, we had fun and stuff...now Im on the outside of the picture, there for when we brush sides in the hall or whatever. Yeah, whatever.

So this week was pure hell in every aspect. I had a teacher violate my rights and degrade my feelings. I felt extremely lonely. I worked my ass off which is continuing into the weekend. I was tired, grumpy and sick. You get the idea.

No one even reads this anymore. Maybe because I never do anything so I never right about anything...or maybe because they dont care.

I'll tell you about my dream.

So first I was somewhere with someone and I was driving. I was pulling out and I watched these kids get hit by the truck on their bikes. I freaked out and called 911 and the kids just got up and walked away. So then I was with Colin and we were on a playground with these little kids. One kid on the ground fell and hurt himself and Colin jumped off and tried catching this little girl but they both fell and hurt themselves. So there were 3 people hurt. Afterwards Colin was in a wheel chair and his face was all swolen. So then I was with my dad and we were driving near Great Northern and the road turned into a different road that you went 60 down and it was really windy and downhill. So then it turned into water and we were in a boat. Our boat sank and this girl from school was there making fun of me. She was saying I was really annoying. She went to hit me and I started beating her up with an icecream scoop. I wasnt like bashing her with it but I was like tapping her in the nose and forehead with it until her eyes were watering really bad and she started crying. Then I was in NYC and I was with this lady who was hated there so we were trying to leave and the only way out was to climb this huge sand dune thing. I made it up and this guy started fighting another one and his mouth was all bloody. And that was it!

Work soon...buh

BYE
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Anonymous

i <3 you, 10-02-04 11:27am

I read it. youre imortant to me. i have no one else either. i loveee you.
-Tasha-

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Iwasthinkingthat

Re: i <3 you, 10-02-04 3:04pm

Thanks Tash...I love you too.

Why dont we hang out sometime???

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Anonymous

Re: Re: i <3 you, 10-02-04 9:01pm

yes yes yes indeed we should ... - Me

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