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| xoxchubbyxox (profile) wrote, on 10-2-2004 at 11:30pm | |
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| well i guess i should update. i never know what to say, i mean, im feeling so much, but its nothing new. i think ive figured out that if i had stayed in natick, i may have been just as unhappy eventually, i guess its just happened quicker. i miss all of you, everyone, everything...but why? you dont give a fuck about me, dont bother telling me otherwise, as if you would. memories, they aere all i have left, and the only thing i have is what i have to question. i always wondered how people REALLY felt, i told myself, they told me, that they were real and genuine when i ever questioned it. and i just cant figure out why. why if they were only going to do this in the end. i tell myself that i am better than that, but am i? maybe i would have done the same. ill try and remember how badly it hurt. use it to be better to people in the future. what did i do? what is wrong with me to make this happen. it has to be me because i thought you were such good people. i have to change, or else this wil happen again, and therew ill be no way out. what did i do to make you hurt me. |
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| Anonymous | [It's michelle from science], 10-04-04 2:58pm Hey how's it goin? By now u have probably figured out that Merrimack is the most boring place ever! Im sure Natick was more fun! Well anyways I just wanted to sat hi.. and we should def. chill or go see a movie sumtime! C U in School! <3 //*Michelle |