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| Today has been CRAZY! So much has gone on!!!! .. gosh.. first I'm woken up at around 9 something close to 10 by my brothers voice bitching bitch bitch bitch this and that fucking asshole.. finnaly got up once he shut up and was called into work for 11! I got there at like 11:20 since they called at 10:30.. damn. .. Went there and .. me and Jon was buttin heads and we was B.U.S.Y. and just god.. alot of shit ... why did I ever think that dude was cute? He's ugly! .. just damn and when we finnaly got empty around 2 something when Jon was leaving I had him sit down so we can talk because he said he didn't know what happened but I just turned into a bitch.. .. and I was like 'I was thinking the same bout you' and we sat down and I just.. he said I was tripping way too much and said I needed to just chill and lay back and I was like 'I did! And look what had happened! Justin showed up!" ... and he was like 'cha' and it's .. damn he said 'well i don't want to be waisting my time' and got up to leave, i was like damn. So I followed him and (so nichole couldn't hear) I was like.. I don't know Jon.. I guess all of this just shouldn't of started.. and he was like yeah, 'nothing' .. I mean damn.. .. Jon asked me what Justin had said and.. I said that he was saying bout respecting other bros girls and Jon said 'what? appreicating a girl who's man is giving her no respect?' and.. i mean... it was crazy today and that just bearly starts it off. Well, CC and TT came in. Jeff's aunt I think and mother.. maybe.. it's his half sister.. or something I dunno, but we talked for a while and Shay got in trouble for last night. A week of not going anywhere for each minute being late, they said she was five minutes late. But it was cool. Shit I made alot of money.. damn.. I made like close to $50 tonight. I have $100 in my wallet.. ^^ ... I was on my toes all night. Fast fast fast! Turned out Nichole was going to my town to probably pick up some weed. Found out she smokes! Damn? So yeah she gave me a ride home, she was like 'hurry up buda!' and it was awesome! It's like we were friends.. it was cool. We... went to Gasmart... so I could break up with Brook... I had called and I was like 'is brook working?' 'who is this?' I was like 'is brook working?' and I heard someone say 'who is it?' and I could tell it was brook, i know his voice, and so they was like 'may I ask who's call?' and I was like 'is brook working tonight' and they hung up.. .. so.. we got in the car, Charles didn't talk to me at all tonight ^^' damn. I'm tellin yea tonight was crazy. Well, we was driving and I told her go by the drive through and I saw him, and she said that her window doesn't roll down I was like I'll walk up to the window and she was like 'I dont' care i'll open my door' so.. .. we was pulled up there... .. and.. the door was open and.. we waited... .. and.. I was so .. soo nervious.. and.. he finnaly comes to the window and.. he was like 'who may I help you' and .. i leaned down so he could see me and he saw and was like 'oh.. ' .. and.. nichole is so funny xD she was like before we got there 'what should i get! what do you want! blah blah blah'! it was halrious! .. But yea.. and I was like 'can you talk?' and he was like 'nope' .. his hair was buzzed... iick. ... so he was getting her drink and I was like 'nichole i'm gonna go out to the window and when i talk to him drive off ok?' and she said she'd just close the door, the back window was open but it was cool. So I got out and was hiding by the window so he couldn't see me and I saw, in the reflection of the window, sonny high as hell. .. but yea.. i was so nervious.. and.. here he comes and I hold that little window open.. and.. he hands her the soda and... she shuts the door and I look at him and he says' wad up' and I was like 'I don't want to be your girlfriend anymore' and he was like, he nodded a bit and he said 'yeah i kinda figured, that understandable' and.. I was just.. like.. all .. just.. i miss him so much and he was right there... and his voice and everything.. .. he was right there.. i wanted to touch his face so bad.. i'm about to cry right now just thinking about it.. .. and.. i was just.. shaking my head.. and he was like 'i heard that you would, from a little bird at beesson's' ... charles or jose no doubt.. but yea.. and I asked him why the Cage was closed and he said cause some little kids was in there when they weren't supposed to be and that he was glad he wasn't there that night or he would of gotten in trouble.. and he said 'as you can tell by my hair cut, my health is getting worse' and... just.. I mean.. he was trying to grow his hair out.. I dunno... .. but.. I was like 'what is up brook? damn man.. why you treating me like this?' and he was like 'i know, i'm sorry baby it's just i gotta lot of stuff going on'.. .. baby... ... When I said I said I didn't want to be his girl friend anymore.. he just took it.. and .. it was like.. his look.. was like when my mother talks to him.. serious and just taking it in .. taking his punishment.. .. ... just .. so blank.. .. and I was just shaking my head.. and.. he said 'you could talk to me on the internet now, i'm always on it researching' and I was like 'what is your e-mail address' and he got a paper bag, which is next to me, and wrote two yahoo's down.. ... handed it to me and I touched his finger tips.. I missed him so bad.. .. .. and. he said.. 'well i got pizza's burning over there' and.... then he said 'it's good seeing you though.. i missed you' and.. .. I just... why the hell is he going to say that! WhY! ... it was so hard.. walking away from him.. so hard.. so so damn hard... ... I was like 'well you .. still want me back?' and without hesitation he said 'yeah' and I was like 'prove it' and that was it.. and I told him he knew where to fine me, how to get ahold of me that it wasn't hard.. and.. I said bye .. he said bye and I walked around that car and we left.. and boooy did nichole get onto me! She was like 'you stupid bitch you didn't break up with him! ' and I was like 'yes I did!' and she was like 'no you didn't! oh do you want me back?' and XD ha ha she wa slike' i heard you!' and ha ha it was funny but yea... .. .. Damn.. I .. ... I want to know what is up with his heath.. .. I just.. want him... I miss him.. Kylee was waiting for me at home so when I got there she ran to me after anoucing to everyone that 'buda' was home.. haha.. so cute. Lenka's right, Family's family.. Dad was like 'ah man you missed it' and mom was like 'yea you missed it' and said that my boys came by in a white car yelling for 'buda buda' and I wa slike waht? Who? When? What!? And I was thinking, Javier and Joey and Kyle yelling, I could see Kyle and Joey yelling my name driving by and Javi just in the back. Ha ha but they said they started at the end of the block drivin real slow and then when they got to the house started yelling lol and I was like 'aww man' lol and then I heard foot steps in the road and we had the door open and people it's like 9 o clock and I look out the door see a orange glow of cigerate and a tall figure and a short one, i go outside and was like 'javier?' and they stop and I was like 'javi! joey! comehere guys!' and they jsut stand there and I was like 'dont make me come get you!' And Kylee all goes out there and was like' don't make buda get you!' and ha ha it was cool they came walking up! I couldn't believe it. I sat down and introduced kylee to them and stuff and she was climbing on our porch pole and wanted up so I lifted her up and javi was like 'who is your little friend?' and I was like 'my neice' So I'm casing Kylee around the yard and the guys just sit on the steps, mom comes out and i introduce them and stuff and I asked them if they was the one driving by yellin my name and Javier laughed and was like 'it was me' and XD turns out they was in joey's car and javi yelled for me XD ha ha cool. But damn.. to skip some shit.. we got a soccar ball and we all four was playing and then sis came out and mom too and sis played with us some.. (oh when kylee got off the poel she wanted up higher and i told her to go to javier that he'd lift her up and he was like no i'll walk away and he was holding a CD and I was like put the CD away! joey hold it! come'on! And i was like kyleee go go and was pushing her some and she wa sall looking up way high lol and javi walked away from her and came back and had joey hold the CD and I was like' go on kylee, h'ell lift you up' and she all took a step and I was like 'aww look now she's scared becaus eyou're so tall' and he was like 'no i'm not tall' and crouched down and lol was going to pick her up too! he is nice, but she didn't go to him lol too scared) Sis left and dad was introduced to him and asked them why they was yelling lol. It was funny. So we was just sitting down and i sat next to javier, it was fucking frezzing out side.. cold cold cold. And.. javi wanted to light a smoke and i took his lighter, well he kinda resisted but let me take it and i put it in my shoe ^^' But I was all over javi ha ha touching him when i got the chance, i know one of them likes me, I think both do ha ha because joey was glaring at javi alot.. but yea it was cool, soon joey just stood on the ground while we was next to each other and I was sticking my hands down javiers shirt and he said they was like ice, i have very tiny hands lol I put my hands up against javiers and his were like atleast 2 inches longer than mine XD like brook's hands! Y_Y that's what I was thinking about.. but yea.. I was beating those guys up. Kicking them pushing them and they was letting me.. ^^ so javi asked my mom for a light through the screen door and mom came out and gave him a light.. ha ha and I was like before that to say please mrs buda's mom and he said thank you mrs buda's mom and joey didn't xD and then javi smacked his head and was like' i just did what you told me to do' ha ha.. it was cool So those idiots were trying to burn each other so I was all hitting them and shit making that cigerate go everywhere and remember that lighter? I lost it XD ha ha I forgot it was in my shoe. But yea. I was all kicking javier and was all standing on him and shit, dude is huge. But it was awesome. He wanted to borrow the phone so he could call home so his mom wouldn't worry about him but dad was on the internet so.. oops no calling.. but yeah.. joey just turned around since i was all touching javier and shit ha ha I stuck my hands down javi's shirt again and he just crossed his arms over his legs and laid his head down and.. I ran my fingers in his hair. .. damn he has some fucking soft ass hair.. ass hair ha ha wouldn't know about that but.. damn.. I was playing with his hair and joey turned around and i wa slike' what?' and joey just turned around again and didn't say a word and i mean this boy was running his mouth off just eariler. .. but yeah.. he just.. didn't move an inch.. just.. whatever.. i was all rubbing his head and even messing with his hears and the side of his neck... thinking of how brook always squirms.. and.. nothing from this guy.. but yeah. Joey said he was leaving and it was like 11 now lol and so Javi said he was goin gwith him because his mom was gonna either bitch at him or go looking for him.. ... javier said when i was looking for his lighter in the morning that i might see him walking down the street and i'll have to yell 'javier, come over there pleeease' they XD was making fun of my pleease last nightXD mocking me like hell man damn! It was cool though.. I make'em laugh.. I think maybe they are just laughing at me... Javi is cool.. I think was made joey jealous.. I was like 'I can't help it I like Indians, sorry joey' it was funny.. but .. poor joey, hopped he dind't like me because i made it more then obvious i was not interested in him, but javier ^^' Javier was nicer to kylee then joey and joey was too.. blah blah little kiddy then javier was.. and.. it was cool though. I hope I see them tomorrow but I work in the morning at 12 so yeah... I found his lighter.. I'ts in my room now ^^' oops that is funny. OH and his morning the blow dryer was broken so I had to go next door and borrow that old lady's one, coleta, it's like waaaay old, 60's or something XD it's like a damn leaf blower man! I like i though! ... crazy crazy day... Javi and Joey was kinda nasty. ok alot nasty.. but I think javi is alot different when not around other guy friends .. all guys are like that... :\ .. now what two do I have on my mind? Javier and Brook .. I miss him |
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mizu87 | 10-16-04 1:59am Well, I e-mailed Brook... both of them.. and it said 'Well, you have my e-mail address now. ... .. make the next step'
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