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dumbblonde1137 (profile) wrote,
on 10-17-2004 at 7:20pm
Music: crazy train by: trick daddy
Subject: ur not a friend to me, bitch dont pretend to be...


last night i finally gave up and stopped making excuses for why my so called friends act the way they do. people seem to put on an act and pretend to be so nice and trustworthy or whatever and then i get kicked to the curb. none of my guy friends are really my true friends. everyone is so god damn fickle. i hate how i can never talk to ANYONE about my day or how i feel about someone. no one takes the time to listen or care yet im expected to be all ears when ever they need to talk? doesnt seem fair. instead i have to talk to my mom. thats fine except for the things i cant talk to my mom about. i wish i jus had people who would listen and try to understand me. this past month has been hell on me and im an emotional wreck. no one knows it tho. so when i get pissed off cuz no one knows it, they think im being a bitch or whatever. im jus so sick of having all these "sorta friends" and acquintances. right now, the only people i can actually call my good friends who wont desert me, are camila, niki, and nicole. and i love them to death. i jus wish that everyone else who is supposedly my friend, would act like it...

-apparently thats too much to ask from you people.

-whateva-

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Anonymous

10-17-04 9:21pm

dude i know how u feel cuz they've been doing the same to me n the same ppl are the only ones i can call my friends too..u nikki n nicole so i know how u feel

<3 Camila

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dumbblonde1137

Re:, 10-18-04 7:07pm

yeah but even u still dont get it...and the entry was not jus about the skaters. it was about everyone in general

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 10-18-04 7:50pm

yeah i agree everyone is such an ass except u, camila and niki. i cant talk to anyone except u guys cuz u are the only ones who know how i feel.~nicole xoxo

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dumbblonde1137

Re: Re: Re:, 10-19-04 6:25pm

aww yeah. i love listening to ur guy problems..cuz u have so0oo many! lol. i looooove u and u too camila and u too niki!! ehehe

<333`

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-19-04 8:33pm

aww we all love eachother how cute lol

<3 camila

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dumbblonde1137

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 10-19-04 9:24pm

wow you're gay. lol jk.

<3

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Anonymous

10-20-04 8:38pm



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Anonymous

Re:, 10-20-04 8:39pm

I love girls ~chris~
im not gay ...lol

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dumbblonde1137

Re: Re:, 10-20-04 10:03pm

haha thanks for clearing that up for me chris. i culda sworn u were gay.

lol jk!
<3

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Anonymous

10-30-04 9:27pm

im a guy friend and ive never fucked u over before?

-andrew

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