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| cutlip (profile) wrote, on 10-26-2004 at 7:38pm | |
| Current mood: sore Music: whitebrzzzzzzz Subject: .mangled[andiguessijusthaven'tgotthe]guts. |
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| just..reopened the hole for my tonguering. bymyself, that is. i tried to take a picture of the hole, of [the blood] and nearly passed out. shock[andsurprise]isuppose. what the fuck happened to the person who used to stick his thumb in someone's heart? wipe away blood from gashes to put in lastminute stitches? laugh and tell people to be calm, becalmplease, stop crying? i don't ever remember hearing my heartbeat so fast. it grew like a pain over my chest and i only heard.saw.felt. whitenoise. everywhere. i thought i was having a heart attack. iguesstheywon. i lose. i don't think i've ever felt worse about admmmitting to defeat. |
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suspensionrings | 10-27-04 5:55pm gahhhh. i tried to reopen my tongue ring hole once. hurt like a bitch. wussed out. but damn. |
cutlip | Re:, 11-03-04 1:58am i think i will forever be without taste. but you're admired for going through the same painfulfuckingexperience. |