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suspensionrings (profile) wrote,
on 10-31-2004 at 7:56pm
you want to know why i felt like breaking your neck? why sometimes i want nothing more than to slam that beautiful face of yours into a cement wall? feel the crack as you break . . .

it said, somewhere about a year ago, something about you leading people on . . . juggling girls . . . yes, well. it's true. you do. i know you don't mean to. you don't even know you're doing it.

but my god man. this hurts so much.

unrequited love is a kick in the face to begin with, but then you keep dangling the slight chance at being with you in front of my face . . . never close enough to touch.

i fall too hard. & i so fucked this up. i'm sorry, but i don't know what for. [why do you call me? we never talk . . .]

i want more than anything. for you to feel for me what you did. but you can't. and you never will. and i.

god. damn. this. hurts.
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cutlip

11-03-04 2:07am

i don't think i have the sort of similarity neccessary to relate to this. but i can tell you one thing i don't say to anyone: you are an amazing person. and don't let yourself be juggled, because no |amount of| pain is worth it.

i can't say not to wait it out, as is sometimes best. but maybe dettatch some. hard to pull heartstrings when they've unavailable.

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