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| jburt1 (profile) wrote, on 11-1-2004 at 1:10am | |
| Music: postal service "such great heights" Subject: I wish I could cry |
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| I feel terrible. I feel depressed. I feel sad for all my friends that are sad. I wish I could make them not feel sad, but unfortuneately, I do not think I can. I try to get them to open up and say what's wrong. Sometime's they do, sometimes they don't. Sometimes talking helps, but sometimes people don't want to talk. Why can't everyone be happy? Then again, what would life be without pain? A good thing about today is that I told Megan about the drinking thing and she was cool about it. I know what it's like to have people do stuff and not tell you, so I don't want to put her in that position. She said that she thought I might've been drunk but wasn't sure because I smelled like alcohol but was only a little more goofy than I usually am. We had a nice conversation about drinking. Megan's a good person. I respect her for her decisions and for the fact that she's cool with things. I don't know what it is but I feel like a shell at times. Now is one of those times. It's like I'm waiting for something that isn't coming. I really want to meet that one girl that just blows me away and will actually like me in return. I'm definitely blowing things out of proportion, but there is this one girl in two of my classes who I'm slowly (very slowly) getting to know better - and hopefully there's some sort of chance there. We'll see. | |
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Fatman | 11-01-04 11:29pm Meatloaf and potatoes work wonders with women, Justin. |
Fatman | Re:, 11-01-04 11:29pm That wasn't supposed to sound like that. |
jburt1 | Re: Re:, 11-02-04 8:37pm Hahaha - I was gonna say, I bet meatloaf and potatoes DO work wonders with women... |
jus4fun06 | 11-03-04 9:16am it sucks when life makes you so sad. i wonder at times why we have so much hurt for so lil in return and it is all apart of life. what i sliving if we are always happy?
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