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x0whitney (profile) wrote, on 11-1-2004 at 10:04pm | |
Okay, I`m not sure why I`m here, but I am. Body image= down the drain. & the only thing I know to do, is use control. & I don`t wanna pull that shit again. I don`t wanna go three days without eating a damn thing. But, I simply have to. & This will be where I write about that `cause no one really reads it & I can hopefully keep it.. quiet. I just can`t.. feel good about myself. I`ve put on more than a few pounds. I`m beginning to look like the average girl & I can`t do that. So, starting tomorrow, 0NE meal. & If I can, N0 meal. My biggest problem will be Justin. He WILL notice, without a doubt. We eat 24/7 & that`s more than likely the reason for all of this. So, I really don`t know what to tell him.. But, I cry when my pants are tight. D0`S -WATER -SUGAR-FREE GUM -GREEN TEA IF I D0 EAT (SMALLER PORTIONS) D0N`T'S -BAKED POTATOES (MY WEAKNESS) -CHEESE (AN0THER WEAKNESS) -C0MING HOME & GRABBING SOMETHING TO EAT (I D0 THIS EVERY DAY) -MUNCHING ON CANDY/CH0C0LATE |
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