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|squishylover (profile) wrote, |
on 11-9-2004 at 5:33pm
|Current mood: Crappy el crappo
Music: Boy From Oz soundtrack
Subject: I honestly love you...
|Ok today was going fine all happiness, untill lunch. A bunch of people I hang out with were standing in front of the AV room as usual I moved away from them some but I was still on the steps. Charlie is sitting there and I was listening and he's like "Yah I've sorta been out of the loop lately. I heard that Digem(Ryan) had a thing for Betty" I heard this and it felt like the wind was knocked out of me, it was hard to breath and my heart was beating fast. Ashely looked at me and saw that I was about to cry and she was like trying to make me feel better. I had to look up to hold back the tears. But they came out no less. I got fed up and I went over to where my next class was and just cried...god...even thinking about it hurts. I can't do this anymore. I have to find a way so it doesn't hurt me
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*hugs* i hope you're okay.
Re:, 11-11-04 3:51pm
Danka, I know I will be...it's just hard. I've never had this happen, plus alot of stuff went on between him and I which makes it harder. Thank you for helping me with the music shtuff.