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kalika9037 (profile) wrote,
on 11-22-2004 at 12:06am
You know, it really isn't fair.

For years the pattern was that weird guys liked me, but the ones I liked couldn't care less.

It seems in all my wandering and experiences, I've come back to this pattern.

Wonderful guys care about me, I can't return the feelings. Weird creepy guys that work in the dining hall - for example - won't leave me alone (seriously, i'm somewhat uncomfortable about the touching). David has somehow become ten times a better friend to me now then he ever was a boyfriend. Steve loves me to death but it turns out he's unstable. The only guy I've fallen for in my life hasn't felt even close the same back.

It would be so nice in the future for just one of the guys I fall for to be one of the few that falls for me too. But considering my history that seems like a little too much to ask. Damn my karma.
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Anonymous

11-22-04 8:26pm

Please tell me when life becomes fair cuz when it happen i really wanna be there and be the first in line to receive all the new beneifits .You fall for guys who dont feel the same about you .I fall for you but you live in fla and are unwilling to try the whole long distance thing. how are we different.life isnt always fair but ill take you anyway i can i forget what song that is from prolly john mayer. well it sucks you dont have any definates what happ with everyone who was sposed to move in. did they back out. welll you know you could always move to michigan state and stay with me im either gettin a house or an appt for just me next yr so there would be more than enough room :)

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kalika9037

Re:, 11-23-04 8:05pm

terrell my dear for as well as i know you know how to write, your run on sentences just gave me a headache ;-)

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 11-24-04 12:30pm

I dont like periods and ill put in a comma when compelled punctuation is the restriction of the writing flow i will use them when only neccasary many great writers have thrived without the use of cap. letters and punctuation i plan on being one of them. So my content will have to be the advil for my run ons

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