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| glitterkisses (profile) wrote, on 11-22-2004 at 8:59am | |
| Have you ever just felt like you will never be good enough for any of your wishes, or your desires, fantasy's, or even your dreams? Let alone your reality? I feel like I can be surrounded by a sea of people, yet I still feel as empty and alone as ever. I take a good hard look around and all I see is everyone that I love living their fairy tales. Like there's a prince for every princess except for me. It's tearing me apart pieces by peices and theres almost nothing left. No hope, no faith, no dreams, or confidence. I get lost in lyrics to songs, stories in books, plots in movies, but their all lies, their JUST storys, but I can't help but let me hopes roll of of it, because I don't have story of my own to tell. I've lost my family, all my friens are happy and I'm not about to ruin it for them just because I can't take care of myself. I look in the mirror and all I see is this stupid, shallow, vain, insenstitive, selfish, rude, loveless girl with no hope and no future and I each day that passes bye I hate myself more and more for not changing it. There's three in the hall From those pictures in the closet Two in the bedroom From the night I lost it And one deep insdie me Determinded to stay They don't get any bigger But they don't go away Holes in and around me I keep fallin back into Holes dig in and surrond me God knows what I'm gonna do To fill in these holes left by you I poured drink after drink But nothing hut bottom I've been on my knees Admitted my problems The love that we made Is still brealy an echo And I'll try anything In these vacent hallows There's two trhought my hands and one through my feet From this cross that'll bear Till the day that I see It's quit and it's blame It's shame and it's hell Seeking the truth I dug them myself. *Jess |
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| Anonymous | Its Kelli, 11-22-04 3:14pm Hey Beautiful! I Love You & I'm Really Sorry That That's How You Feel. You Always Know I'm There For You, *Always*. Everyone Can Feel Like Sometimes. Lord Knows I Have.
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.j.e.s.s. | 11-22-04 4:03pm dont be sad pretty pussy. |