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xpiratepunkx (profile) wrote,
on 12-9-2004 at 4:49pm
Current mood: ecstatic
Music: Alkaline Trio - This Could Be Love
Subject: This could be love for fire forevermore.
Speechless I tell you. Speechless. Where to begin. Well, let's just say I was having the crappiest day ever. I'm not even going to elaborate about it in here on what it was about because I'm over it. Anyway, so I'm like in such a mood during 1st, 2nd, and 3rd period and then I left my 3rd period early because I just couldn't take it anymore. So I was sititng outside of guidance...long story short. Adam walks by and I'm like, ugh! Too late to talk to him. So then I see some girl tap him on the shoulder and I'm like wha?! No way, not this time!!

The reason why the girl tapped him on the shoulder was so that she could introduce him or whatever to her friend who likes him or whatever (But the girl who tapped him doesn't even know his name or anything. And she rides my bus and lives like two houses down from me. So she is probably going to try and talk to me about it when I ride the bus.). Confusing. I know.

So he's walking back again and I was like, "Hey, come here..." So he's coming towards my way and I'm like, AAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! So I said...hmm...let me put this in dialogue format:

J: Hey, come here...
A: *walks toward me*
J: I just wanted to say hey because I always see you around.
A: *laughs* Yeah. I'm Adam *puts out his hand*
J: I like your car. *laughs*
A: *laughs* Thanks.
J: Do you always have D lunch alone?
A: Yeah.
J: Why?
A: I don't know. Sometimes I leave early though.
J: As in you don't go to fourth period?
A: Yeah. I have graphics...we don't do anything.
J: Yeah, I have photo. I hate it.
A: *laughs* Alright, well, I'm going to go.

Then that same girl who tapped him on the shoulder or whatever was like OMG do you know his name? And I was like yeah. She said, "Because my friend likes him" And I said, "Well, tell her to watch out because I'm 'bout to fight her." And she said, "Are you dating him?" And I said, "No. He's just mine." And she said, "You can't call him yours!" And I'm like, bliotch...I can and I just did. Then Zach and I left to go to the library so I could tell Matt all about it. Haha.

Adam brightened my day. I couldn't stop thinking about how nice he was...and his eyes. I thought they were blue this entire time, but they are green and wow. Haha. I don't know what came over me. I didn't even have a redbull today. It was in my bookbag, but I was so bummed out I didn't feel like drinking it.

So, can you guess what I forgot to do? I forgot to tell him my name! I was like, what?! I realized that when I was telling Matt what happened. Where are my manners?! So yeah, all I have to do now is continue with the communication. You know...smiles and heys in the hall and stuff like that. And hopefully he won't forget me over the winter break. :)

It's all good. I better not fack this up. Or I will be so mad at myself. Ugh! Where are you Victoria?! I'm 'bout to fight you. I want to tell you what happened so bad!!!!!!!
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Anonymous

12-09-04 7:15pm

I am so proud of you. Words cannot describe. I really hope something happens between the two of you. He's a total cutie and he seems like a nice guy.

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xpiratepunkx

Re:, 12-09-04 7:36pm

::Takes a bow:: I'm still in awe. I have to take baby steps though. I wish I would have done this sooner! I guess for now I'm just one of the people he says hey to. Next, let's chill. Then who knows where we will go from there. ^__^

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Anonymous

12-11-04 9:57am

Dude, everytime I think about you talking to him it makes me smile. I'm so excited for you, like whoa. Katie is too. lol. Keep up the communication...no chickening out now. You are the bomb baby! lol

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xpiratepunkx

Re:, 12-11-04 1:49pm

Haha. Aw. Thanks. I try not to think about it too much.

I don't plan on chickening out or anything. I don't know if he went to school yesterday or if he left early or what, but I didn't get to talk to him on Friday. *tear* (And Matt wasn't in the library, so I was stuck at D Lunch with no one to talk to.)

So, yeah, Monday will be better since it's an "A" day and I usually see him about three times on "A" days. I'm going to have to force myself to look at him and not be shy about it and just smile or something. Then at lunch I will tell him that I forgot to tell him my name!!!! I still slap my forehead for doing that.



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Anonymous

12-11-04 9:57am

by the way, that was Christina

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xpiratepunkx

Re:, 12-11-04 1:50pm

Eh, I figured.

You were all smiles on Friday. And well, you said Katie, so I was like, it's Christina!!! Ha.

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