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lo (profile) wrote,
on 12-22-2004 at 10:42am
Current mood: anxious
Music: Limp Bizkit-NOOKIE
Subject: Venting time ladies and gentleman..!!
Okay- I seriously have a problem this time, I think Im looking for love and it sounds real fucking gay but its true, I am cuz I'm tired of bein so damn lonely. Steve and I talk yeah so what? but I doubt shit will work out, I have to be realistic about this one for sure, things WONT work out he's in college so I'm sure he fucks college chicks so I think I'm just gonna sit back and wait I guess=/. Another thing, my mom what a whorebag? she yells at me constantly about stupid bullshit okay me and my friend Megan went to kalamazoo to go shoppin n shit, I wrote my mom a note and asked my dad if i could go and he said fine, so yeah I went blah blah blah. I come home and shes like wtf its 4 days before xmas and your out shopping? your supose to be helping me! wtF? she never asks me for help she just assumes that I'll go ahead n do shit, when hmm with me.. you have to be specific. seriousLY. I think its just gay but oh well .. its that damn menapause I tell you what,.. I'm sorry for my kids and my hubby when I'm older.. haha but oh well love ya long time<3
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bacardi

12-30-04 4:32am

your only 16 love will come, believe me and it will hit you like a dump truck but make sure you are ready for it forever otherwise you will end up hurting him or end up hurting yourself. its happened to me what you said in your other entry about the guy being all lovey but the girl thinking that it just doesnt feel right... it sux for the guy so make sure if you are with him for an extended amount of time that you really want him... good luck

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kaneface

Re:, 12-30-04 2:01pm

Good advice, I agree... but also keep in mind, Magi, that you need to put yourself first. If this guy is "lovely" or nice and seems to want to pursue something don't do it just to benefit him when you keep thinking about "What is he doing?" "Who is he with?" Sutff like that will tear a girl apart. It's good to let him know straight up that it isnt going to work and you need someone in your own city and your own age, give or take a year. It keeps from people being led on, hurt feelings, and a bitterness in a friendship. You know your boundaries and you know where you stand, you have a good head on your shoulders... just make sure you look both ways before crossing the road.

<3 yaz

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bacardi

Re: Re:, 01-03-05 4:22am

true, you need to make sure your happy... when the guy is right then you will find that you are both happy and you won't feel bad/sad all the time.... "if he isn't giving you the energy you need to love yourself how will you be able to love him?"

take care.

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lo

Re: Re: Re:, 01-04-05 9:20pm

aww, thanks I really appreciate it. you and kaneface ARE right I do need time to find who I really am, i mean yeah im a lil horndog- but shit needs to be put on layaway while I find who I really am.. thanks xoxo<3magi

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bacardi

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 01-04-05 11:21pm

Horndog huh? ;)

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kaneface

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 01-06-05 12:33am

Magi... a horndog?! That is SUCH an understatement, lol.... well I guess I shouldn't talk ;) If only our mothers knew, right Magi???

Less than three
-Lauren


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