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defiant (profile) wrote,
on 1-2-2005 at 11:18pm
Hah, I found an old moleskin journal I lost. It's so outdated, three months...I was a crazy person three months ago...leading back into my manic depression. I'm a much better person now, drinking only on special occasion (whole bottle of Asti to myself on New Years because my girlfriend didn't like it) and I quit smoking...so I needed a new resolution. That is correct a whole month since I stopped smoking.
Sometimes the past still bothers me. Alot. I wish I hadn't met 50% of the people I had met, and that the other 50% still hung out and had fun. Oh well...times are changing, we're growing older.
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H2OforDuo

01-06-05 7:46pm

Aw,man. Looking back at three months ago...
Manic depression sure can suck, huh?

Good job on the smoking and drinking stuff. I have way too many friends who care for those things.

The past is very difficult to give up. I'm not even that old and my past still haunts me. Things I say even every day. I look back on them and go, "Damn. That was stupid." And it follows me around for the rest of my life. Just little things. Saying something dumb, crying in front of people I don't want to see me cry...Stupid little things like that.

~Caro

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