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chalupaguadalahara (profile) wrote,
on 1-5-2005 at 10:03pm
Current mood: sad
Music: Hangin on you - Nena
Subject: Even artichokes have hearts.
A big Merci to my Ingrid Bergmann for designing this beautiful account based on my favourite movie of all time. It's awesome. I love it!

I was talking with Carmelito earlier on the telephone. It was really nice... last night he was telling me how he has been in bed with 10 boys...not sexually...well not ultimately sexually if you know what I'm leaning towards. But just kissing and being tender with. As for myself, I've only had one experience with a boy and that was my only boyfriend, Bryce. I long so much just to be held..and he has..by ten different people...I committed..and what did I get? Dumped.. I don't see a point and I am so frustrated and envious. I'm losing it. at any rate...I hope school is off tomorrow..nothing special happened today..it rained and flooded...Gus only said "hi" to me..nothing more...I just feel..done...

Thank you for my beautiful journal Ellen...now I can atleast complain in style.

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hwnchick

01-23-05 2:00am

hey i was just curious how you got each entry into its own individual box. i guess since you didnt set it up, maybe you could ask the person who did for the code or whatever for me? thanks you! <3

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