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keepintouch (profile) wrote,
on 1-19-2005 at 8:41pm
Current mood: depressed
Music: our first song --> only one, yellowcard
Subject: Right when everything was perfect, it all came crashing down..

She broke up with me Ali she broke up with me, i feel like my whole world is gone and i have nothing left. Ali i really just want to die. More than anything. Ali please tell me wat to do cuhz i jus want to die. i wanna kill myself for the first time since i got outta the hospital. This is it i think. She says were going to get back together. And she says she wants to be friends. I cant do that! I cant be only friends with her. I swera to god i luhv her more than ive ever loved anyone or anythina nd i jus wanna be with her soo damn bad.

But i guess since, she needs this that im going to have to wait. I sure as hell hope we get bak together but ya know ive heard that before. But if this is going to make her happy then okay. Ali im sorry to lay this all on you, but your the only person i really feel like i can turn to now, and the only person who will listen to me, i luhv you soo fuckin much and im sorry and please pray, not that we get back together, but pray that she feels better soon, and that things get better for her. I'd really appreciate it, luhv u tons babi gurrrl <33!
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keepintouch

awwwe baby gurl!, 01-20-05 8:05am

I'm really sorry about all u r going through.
you know I love u more then the sky is blue
I think u just have to give her, her time.
I know how hard it is to just "be friends"
with the love of your life. I had to with Cole
well he asked me to but I couldn't do it so
we just stopped talking n that hurts a
million-trillion times worse. so just try.
I'ma write a journal entry tooo. love u.

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keepintouch

Re: awwwe baby gurl!, 01-20-05 3:28pm

Thanks ali, im really goin gto try but this friends shit is killing me sooo bad i puked like 2 times last nite cuhz iwa sso upset. She asked me back out lats nite .. did i tell you that? And then this morning we brkoe up again, or we both decided she needed her time. God i miss her soo fuckin much ali i rally do i serously juswana die rite now. And sittin here talkin to her is makin shit soo much worse. I hate it, i hate not being wif her..i hate it and i hate me! God ali im sorry but i miss her ='(

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keepintouch

Re: Re: awwwe baby gurl!, 01-20-05 5:10pm

it's ok baby
I love you
feel better
<3...!

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keepintouch

Re: Re: Re: awwwe baby gurl!, 01-20-05 5:13pm

Its hard to feel better wen all u wanna do is die
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keepintouch

Re: Re: Re: Re: awwwe baby gurl!, 01-20-05 7:24pm

I know but u gotta try n think positive like u told meh

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keepintouch

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: awwwe baby gurl!, 01-20-05 7:52pm

Read last entry =)

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