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keepintouch (profile) wrote,
on 1-20-2005 at 7:33pm
Current mood: relieved
Music: true --> Ryan cabrera
Subject: All this pain and where are we, back to where we started ..
Well .. were back together. For the moment, im scared that were going to break up again or sumthing. Or have another *break* ya knw. Im really nervous but gosh im soo happy i have my babi back, i swear today was the worst day ina long ass time. This is what shesaid to me..

Xoyamamaox: look i know it was only a fuckin day but i cant take the shyt i dont wanna be anyone else i thought about it EVERY FUCKIN MINUTE today and boo i honestly just wanna be with you and only you for the rest of mah life no one knows me like u do no 1 makes me feel the way u do. i went on a break searching for an answer and it was right in front of me. boo i wanna be w/ u and only you for the rest of mah life babi pleez take me bak cuhz i swear this is wat i want
Xoyamamaox: dont ask no questions just give me a straight answer yes or no

Godd ali swear shes soo good to me, and were soo in love. Its really crazy how much i love her and how i wold do anythin for her. I love her and i know we'll make it, we have to. I need her, and i cant live without her..i wont. But enough, of that for t nite luhv u tons and thanks for making me feel better, but ima go take a bubble bath luhv u tons n tons xOx !!

Ali Jean n` Jillane Elizabeth together forever, i luhv u ♥
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keepintouch

01-20-05 8:09pm

im so happy for u see.. I said hopefully things would turn out good for me n cole n u n rissa n what happpened? coel called me n I had a lovely time. and rissa n u r back together. see we just have to think positively!. everything will be ok. and if oot we have eachothers shoulders to cry on.. I still wish that it was like it used t be.. when even after the heartbreak we were all eachother needed n everything would b ok cuhz we had `~>>eachother<<~` member when?.. but its ok. were In love with these charactors n I guess everything changes. but atleast we r as close as we r now. thats a good thing. love you darlin I'll write tomorrow

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keepintouch

Re:, 01-21-05 2:25pm

Awwwe thanks babez, but ya know. Were not together anymore and everything! And omg im seriously going to go insane. And im moving to florida! I cant stay with my rents anymore ali i swera im going to kill myself if i have to deal wif this much longer, i swera i jus wanna die. Ali im scared and i need you right now. Your the only one i really trust and the only person i really wanna talk to about this and everything i luhv you so much!

And babez you know that i really want things to be like they used to be when everything was okay cuhz we had eachother i member those days and i was soo fufckin happy. YOu really jus dont know haha, i luhv you soo f'ing much. And i miss u more than you'll ever know, thats why im soo damn happy were talkin again and everything i luhv you tons babi.latah

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ddeastroyer

01-22-05 7:03pm

I am noticing a lot of people commenting to themselves latley... Is that like the new thing?... I gotta try it XD

Anyways... I dont see why this could be the worst day in such a long time if you got together with the person you love as much as you do... I think its more like a better day of your life but maybe there are some complications I know about... And aside from that... Dont really be nervous about what is going to happen with the two of you and just live it out happily...

Ok I'm done XD

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keepintouch

Re:, 01-22-05 8:36pm

we rnt really commenting to ourselves.. if u read closely ull see this is 2 ppls journal.. im ali.. n this entry was by jilly we live far away from eachother but we r best friends so we keep in touch this way and we comment back to eachother.

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keepintouch

Re:, 01-22-05 8:51pm

yeah there were quite a few complications. Like, she broke up with me that morning, and then asked me back out. But it was soo diff and everything. And my really good friend and i got into a huge fight. And there was fightin wif my mom and step dad.. and soo many other things. It was complicated lol. But its better now, thanks for sayin that tho. =)

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ddeastroyer

Re: Re:, 01-22-05 8:57pm

Oh I see... At first I was kinda like... Uh... I dont really understand this but if you wanna do it OK... But I see now...

Anyways... I feel bad for the complications your having with your friends and parents but hopefully that can be put behind you and you can go on and have a better time being with your GF...

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keepintouch

Re: Re: Re:, 01-24-05 11:11am

yeh jilly ull have fun in florida n ul be with yo woman ;]

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