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brownsugar (profile) wrote,
on 1-30-2005 at 1:30pm
Music: Ain't no mountain high enough- Diana Ross.
Subject: "SING LIKE NOBODY'S LISTENING."
Whoever made that quote up.. I'm going to make sure I'll fucking kill them. Hey! Yah I do Sing like nobody's listening... soon to find out nobody wants to listen!!

UGHHH

I look out my window and there are little houses coated with snow, so beautifully coated with snow like the candy houses we made in 1st grade. The cars drive by- a Jeep Liberty, a SUV, some concotion of a Convertible and several other cars I don't know. And I think, this is my home. This is Edgemont. I hate it, yet I love it so much. There are so many aspects of this place, so many memories that if I leave I will miss SO DEARLY. Yah, we all complain about how much Edgemont sucks and how we want to wherever we were last, but little do we know... in a few years.. Edgemont will be the place where "we were" last. And I know, no matter all the bad times, Edgemont will be my home, it will be the place where I grew up in and the place where I spent 9 years of my fucking life. And those years were, yes, filles with downs but they were also filled with a million ups. A million great times.

My first house here, the fairway. You'd go outside any time of the day and you'd see people playing and just having so much fun. And anytime you went outside you were sure to see some one to play with. And, if there wasn't anyone, you could just go knock on everyone's hosue and they'd come out. It's not like the stupid stereotypical playdates where you have to call some one and have your parents arrange the whole playdat buisness. For us it was as simple as walking through the laundry room and knocking on everyone's doors to see who's home. I remember my mom grounding me by locking me out of the house and in the balcony because she knew if she locked me any other place I'd escape and go play with my friends. I remember Julia with her fake nails and saying "oh no.. these are real!" yet they were so utterly fake. I remember scaring my mom on easter with Joval's hamster or gerbil or some kind of rodent. I remember playing dodgeball! And playing house... oh god. From rollerblading, to playing detective, to climbing up rocks, to just having the most fun damn times of our lives!! It was... fucking amazing.

Then, I moved into my new house. Me and my brother raced up the rocks a million times! I remember I was so sad because I had always read, and seen in movies or tv shows how if you move into a new hosue everyone comes with cakes and all times of goodies welcoming you to the neighborhood! Pshht.. I got none of that. I was so so sooo sad. I remember walking from Seely every once and while from school. I remember visits back to the fairway.. but everything had started to change by then. People had moved...and moved on. Yah, they still play dodgeball, but there is so much from back then that I wish I could relive. There was all the family reunions, my masi coming to visit, sitting out on the porch, and so much more. There were thos walks to school with Maya every morning. And just plain walking to school! Haha.. how unlazy I was then.

And then there was 8th grade! The fucking greatest recnt time ever. Shruti and Sam came over everyday afterschool like we had nothing better to do. Everyday they were over at my house! No exaggerations here. If I leave my keys at home guess who I could count on as my savior!! None but shrutita..! From bothering Sidd shitless, to bothering the whole fucking debate geek family shitless!! It was really neverending. "Are those naked women on your cards!?" SaY WhAt.. I'm going to drop a bunch of paper on your head!! And run run run. Fucking vegetarian cow fucker and his bitch.

There was so much.. there is so much.. and I miss so much.
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hollishdanishm

01-29-05 4:11pm

Once you leave Edgemont you will realize, that you really did hate Edgemont and it really was a piece of shit all the way through, with minor exceptions. I hate Edgemont, and I know everyone says it, and I know everyone means it.
At least that's what it is for me... But maybe different for you, you have after all lived there for 9 years.

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