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| speakyourmind22 (profile) wrote, on 1-31-2005 at 12:53am | |
| Current mood: drained Music: Loud people out side....bitches Subject: I need some Fresh Air..this place is suffocating me |
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| well this is going to be short- maybe I am going to sleep while its quite around here School has been shitty. i have felt sick ever since i got back here, but my mom says its stress...i never felt like this before..like iam on the ferge of puking, but i talked to my mom yesterday and i fell 100% better. i dont know if its this place, or me. i just need to stop thinking and jsut let things flow. but yeah i got to talk to gina b, so iam calm now. i jsut cant wait to see her and baby noah. and my mom informed me that ray and melissa want to start having kids by next summer...what? me an aunt..iam too young for all this, but really iam not...iam happy. things seem to be going well. i went to church today..i felt good for going. i feel guilty when i dont go, no matter how lame the priest is. there is this energy inside a church...and iam missing something. but yeah iam trying to get grounded in this crazy world..i just need space, quiet, a pen and a paper, and iam good i started writing poetry again...so my head is in a good place. iam going to sleep now, so good night and Be Safe * i have been obessed with Parson's school of Design. I want to get my master in Photography from there, or get a master in Advetising(which is cool. b/c you cant major in PR and Advertsiing here....how stupid) * Everyone watch Project Runway, American Idol, and the Road to stardom...i know iam lame as hell( my future husband Akil Dasan is on that show.....he palys real music) Blessed are the poor in spirit they shall inherite the earth....... |
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kunta | 02-02-05 2:50am listen here bia .. stay in school and cowboy the fuck up, no matter how hard it gets, or how stressful it is, don't make me come up there and beat that ass girl, u don't want that shit... just get thru it day by day and you'll be golden .. just look at me ... do the right thing and stay in school, you will look back and realize that it was a good thing in the long run
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