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| iwasthinkingthat (profile) wrote, on 1-31-2005 at 11:28am | |
| Current mood: crushed Music: Shinedown- In memory Subject: If I did it differently |
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| I went through something I doubt I'll ever go through again. I dont really want to tell everyone but I think its something that should be out there so maybe you'll think. I dont usually go to parties let alone drink. I got over all that and I dont like what it does to people. I dont like how it takes people and obsesses them. But on Saturday night I lied to everyone and I went to a party with Lisa. It was are friends from work apartment. All these people from school walked in. I thought I hated these people but I learned a lot about them. Danielle and Kaitlin walked in with their own alcohol. Lisa and I drank way too much. People acctually got really worried about me and the girls I thought I didnt like took care of me. I woke up around 5 and almost everyone was gone. I walked around and then went back to sleep. In the morning I drove Christian and I to work and I puked all day there. I started getting worried about Lisa since she was still at the house so I left. I went to go get her and the apartment was filled with cops. They asked me who I was and said that they were looking for me and I had to come with them. They brought me downtown and I had to talk to a detective for an hour. Thats when I found out what happened. I basically woke up when the girls crashed that morning. I talked to all the other girls there and they think that the intentions of the girls were to do exactly what happened. Who would think that these beautiful popular girls were depressed. If I didnt drink I could have made sure they didnt get in the car. I absolutely hate drunk driving. It is the worst thing you can do...I would have stopped them. I had to go home and tell my parents what had happened and they didnt punish me but they cried with me. I had to tell Sean and he went crazy on me. I was one of the last people to see this girl before she died. Thats such a horrible thought. Death shouldnt take place around strangers. It shouldnt take place in a car. It shouldnt happen when you are trashed and cant think straight. I'm sorry to anyone friends with her and her family. I'm sorry. |
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