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| H2OforDuo (profile) wrote, on 2-5-2005 at 9:40am | |
| Music: Simple and Clean Subject: The daily things that keep us all busy, confusing me... |
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| Okay, here's the skinny! I'm getting off one of my meds that I hate I'm a straight A student I've finaly become really comfortable around Jon, and I can really be me around him. I don't have to worry that I'll get hurt by him I made a new friend named Kim and she rocks I've been flirting with Jon, I think (*BAD*) Mandi found a gun in her dad's closet I haven't talked to Nee in what seems an eternity(*BADBAD*) I miss my sister and my dog And because the people in my English class are dumb, we're reading Romeo in Juliet in modern english (The original, too, but none the less...) Okay, so Jon rocks. There's no avoiding that. He's a great guy, I've known him since this summer. He's funny, smart as hell, creative, loves Kingdom Hearts, and just downright spiffy. And I love him to death, because he's a good friend. ...I don't particularly want to wreck that... Don't know who Jon is? Well, that's okay. I'll tell you. Jon is a guy I met during that summer oganizational thing-deal at Dakota Ridge. When I fist met him, he was always in the corner on the computer and hardly even talked. One day, when it was just me, Jon and Jane (One of the two instructors) in the room, I metioned anime and drawing. And Jon said something. I was really surprised. I guess I just thought that he liked to isolate himself. And it just kind of went from there. It was cool. He loves anime, rpging, drawing, and Douglass Adams, along with all sorts of other stuff that I love. He's a whiz at math, but not as much at Language Arts, so we're opposites in that way. See the post below this for our last two IM conversations. (I put it below so you'd be able to read this before you read those, cause I'm posting them at basicaly the same time) I don't want to like Jon! Like I said, I love him for a friend. I'm confused on what to do. I guess I should just try to burry this like I did with Hunter. I'm seeing him today. Should be fun anyway. ~Caro |
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0x-FwAh-Em-ChAn-x0 | <3, 02-05-05 1:42pm Oh man, sounds like a cool kid ^^ Who could like some one who likes anime, drawing, AND RP?!
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14outtanone | I'm crawling in my skin <3, 02-06-05 12:48am Yanno love, a relationship with friends isn't as tragic as it may seem. Sometimes, it the first level of perfection.
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| Anonymous | 02-08-05 8:09pm Take this for what you will (because I'm lame and feel the need to say things): w/ friend relationships I don't think the fear is that you know the relationship could "end tragically" but that you're afraid to even take the chance. Like even if the odds of success were like 99.9%, because of that 0.01%, you'd still not want to risk it. I don't know if that makes sense but hey. And as someone who has been burned that way... I try to stay away from friends becoming lovers situations. But also, I think having that tension of uncertainty there can also make the friendship awkward if you're always watching what you say. If all else fails, confront him about it. Like Nee said, if he really is your friend, he won't care, he'd probably even be glad to know that you're being honest with him, even if he doesn't return whatever feelings you're having. You could ask him if it's playful flirting or if it's something that has potential.
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Defiant | 02-10-05 3:28pm He loves Kingdom Hearts? This kid sounds cool already. |