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| heartsbroken (profile) wrote, on 2-20-2005 at 6:31pm | |
| i hate myself i never thought i would hate myself but i do. i hate the way my life is going. i miss hanging with my old friends. i miss how close me and heather use to be . we were together everyday, we knew every little thing about each other. i miss having my dad in my life. it was better having him in my life even though everything i thought about him was lies i was still happy. i miss having that guy friend that i could tell EVERYTHING to. i miss all my old friends, i miss my old life, i wish i could go back to any point in time before this school year because ive lost all the things that made me happy and ill never have the people i care most about back in my life the way they were before because they moved on and seem to be happy . anyways... update... i got really sick last week and missed a week of school so i am curently failing 5 out of 7 of my classes... next sat is my bday, im not doing anything for it cuz i really dont give a shit about my bday cuz it sucks everyyear anyways. also have a competition at santaluces next sat. hopefully i can learn all the new shit i missed while i was sick for the 2 weeks that way i dont make an ass out of mysef again.. i dyed my hair a blue black i love it! but i might dye it again soon idk... i might just dye it black so theres no blue. i havent really been doing anything.. i mostly hang out with adam now cuz hes always home and wess is always to busy with kt for me. lol i guess thats karma. life sucks but you gatta suck it up and deal with it -michelle |
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strawberrie | 02-20-05 6:49pm girel im here no matter what even tho we dont hang out everyday ur always on my mind n ur not loosing me the least bit dont worry n give me a call so we can talk it all out i love ya like my sis ur my twin girel talk to you soon
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Anonymous | Re:, 02-28-05 6:20pm hey baby i miss you soooooooooooooooo much and we should chill son cause i understand how u feel completly and sry i havent called you for a while ive had alot of drama and now i got my phone stollen so im so screwwed but ill call u tonigght promise i love you lots
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innocence | 03-27-05 9:32pm I MISS AND LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! and i cant wait to see you. im coming this summer so we will def get together. You're my backseat buddy for life remember? im alwys here for u babe, xoox |