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mushroomhead (profile) wrote,
on 2-27-2005 at 8:00pm
Current mood: nostalgic
I wish that we didn't have emotions, and that everything could just be okay all the time. So that people didn't hurt, and we couldn't feel. Oh please make me numb, and make everything okay. Make all of these people go away, make all lifes problems into a neat little package, and throw them into the ocean, so i can watch them sink away, feeling nothing but emptyness and numbness forever. Make the sun come out, and the snow melt away. Oh sun, make everything better, let the summer weather shine on you and me, as we blossum into something like no other. Yea, we'll make them so jealous, we'll make them hate us...yes..they will hate us. I wan't to be hated, hated so much by people who have never ment anything to me. I am an emotional vampire...yes..a vampire. Let me suck you and leave you laying cold hearted on the ground. Let me rip out your heart and stomp on it untill you belive you made me hurt, until you belive you made me cry a thousand tears, that were meaningless to you. I can't belive a human being could be so cold. Could hurt me so much, and come back time to time so we could fuck. Yes it was meaningless, Yes it was stupid..but you don't no how good it felt when we were together and our bodys had such a perfect fit, everything we did was so perfect..i would do anything for you, and anything to satify your needs. Just the meaningless-ness of it was so perfect...i didn't care, those nights were so perfect, you were so perfect, we were so perfect...oh what i would give to lay next to you again, i dont care who nos it, cuz i no it...but i dont need you anymore..i gave you up a long time ago. I DONT NEED YOU ANYMORE..I NEVER DID..so fuck you
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Anonymous

02-27-05 8:43pm

people are worthless

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xonixieox

02-27-05 9:01pm

hey meg i found that code thing that you were looking for before..

<.cut> <./cut> take out the periods though... thats the only one i could find so you cant put words in yet.. it just has a link saying read more or some shit like that.. but it works so i hope you like it lol

i love you meaghan

-Nik

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