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| silentcriez (profile) wrote, on 3-1-2005 at 7:57am | |
| i want you to throw your clothes on the floor lay me baby down by fire i want you to, kiss my lips with sweet red wine your here with me baby now we got all night (chorus) your here with me baby i kiss your lips baby your telling me maybe but that good enough i need you now baby your still my baby your telling me maybe but that wont do, tonight walk up to me and slow down i want you to go down on me, you see, its ecstasy hold me baby and tell me your true i need your loving and all thats inside of you undress me baby no need to impress im captive baby your heaven sent (chorus) the heat it is driving me crazy and your moving even deeper, within to feel so good, from lust so wrong is probably a sin but i wont slow, oh you no i gotta have you in me now i dont care when or where all i need to know is how id be your slave if only youd let me show you all the crazy things im thinking of your days would never slow (chorus) lick my body hold me tonight im here on my own.. you take my body home (chorus) --- your kissable smile your loveble lips the feeling of my hips pressed on your fingertips theres a look in your eye i cant figure why im doing these crazy things your making me throw out all the old and bring in all new.. (chorus) dont tell me baby that you love me dont tell me that you need a change i wont be fooled by that helpless look in your eyes when you kiss me you trap me in between all the lies you take away my worries and make it feel like theres none whether talking in the evening or at the rising of the sun you speak with words so gold and true im tripping fast, and falling for you (chorus) im looking at you you look at me you see me baby and i need to be in your arms, just kiss me again touch my cheek and i wonder when well be together later on when the lights are finally gone under the veil of darkness we can break away todayyyy (chorus) im staring blankly you take my hand ask me baby do i really understand i look in your eyes and i tell you i do and kiss your cheek oh baby im stuck on you (chorus) gr im so angry.. i dont even know why i mean its a snowday i should be happy! but im in the worst mood because i just got to thinking about how shitty my life is and how shitty i am.. and how i hate myself and how nobody will ever like me - im so sick of being me. i mean sure theres things i like about me but every one is something in my brain not my physical appearance and i know im not saying i would like to give up my writing/singing/drawing ability i just wish that someday i would be beautiful and somebody would want me, as completely as i want them.. i decided im going on a diet and sticking to it.. because i need to look good for las vegas and im sick of looking like this.. and i have the power to change it so why sit and mope and be mad at myself when i am the one in charge of what i look like.. i mean thats all im not happy with -- its my god damn weight and thats changeable -- like i think that im an ok looking girl and id be completely satisfies with myself if i just lost some weight - even 10 pounds i just want to lose something.. i just want to feel good about myself.. more later - HAPPY ONE YEAR SMOKING KATIEEEE |
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| Anonymous | 03-01-05 11:17am i love ur new background!! lol i love u amanda maltz
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xonixieox | 03-01-05 11:53am amanda maltz i love you sooo much.. i made a background like yours how you told me how to.. but its uglyyy and gross but i wanna show you anyways
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Cocopuff | Re:, 03-01-05 5:57pm i liek taht!!! |
xonixieox | Re: Re:, 03-01-05 8:11pm aww thank you it was fun to make lol.. cuz im a loser like that
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| Anonymous | ..., 03-01-05 8:10pm you are beautiful Amanda, weight isn't even an issue because it fits your body structure.. but if you want to lose it, I know you can do it and you'll continue to be gorgeous. |