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| kreyz (profile) wrote, on 3-1-2005 at 3:29pm | |
| Current mood: Assorted feelings Music: Boyz II Men - I'll Make Love to You |
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| I know that my music choice is a little awkward, but you'll know about it in a minute... Ok, So since Monday Morning I have had to pick up this white shit called snow. I had to go in early yesterday, and I had to stay in until 4, which blew, plus I was starving as a motherfucker, and hadn't eaten all day... i was starving I could eat a Jenny-Sized Pizza. What made it even crappier was that I was tryna hook up with Jessika once again, and She fell asleep. But that wasn't the problem... The problem was that Mark, her ex and roomate, turned off her cellphone, so if I called her fucking cellphone, it would just go to voicemail. I must have left like 4 or 5 voicemails. I dont know if its either that I really really really really like her, or if thats considered stalking... But she was still asleep until 10pm. I told her I completely understood, but Mark is an asshole, and shouldn't really be touching HER stuff... that is, unless given permission, and when you're asleep... YOU DONT HAVE THE ABILITY TO GIVE PERMISSION OF ANYTHING! Fuck Mark right up the ass with a Baseball bat with Spikes poking out of the end of it! But I'm a gentleman to her, and I plan to keep it that way. I haven't been cross to her, and I've been infinately patient with her, and I plan to continue to do so. Thats what you do for ladies, because its morally right! Infants, too. If I ever have kids, i'm gonna do my damnest to make sure that I'm the most patient Father EVER! I mean, I should be patient, cuz I DONT EVEN GET PISSED OFF AT DIAL UP! I guess that part is because of my mentality... Shit happens, deal with it... Everybody knows that shit happens, but nobody seems to know how to deal with it... Seems to be that way with Mark. Every time his son, Donavin cries, he hands the baby to her. I know its not her baby and shit, but I guess its that shes been taking care of Donavin longer than he has... Its Maternal Instinct, I guess... From what I hear from her, shes a pretty damn good Mom. Weird, I know, but I believe that it is one of the good things about her. I'm pretty much a big kid at times, and need someone like that to take care of me, as well as my children while I do the same. I don't care what my friends say about me, I'm gonna be a father one day, and a good one at that. I know I'd be strict at times, but still be playful, and wouldn't just pawn off my own child to the mother just cuz it's crying. SUCK IT UP, YOU FUCKING PUSSY! I'm not saying that I would have plans on making babies with Jessika, but it's not a bad thought, now is it? Perhaps time (and money) will tell, so who knows, right? But anyways, i've changed the story up a little bit... So I suck! But I got called in AGAIN today. I hate having to be on call, but at least I got called in at 5 for a 6 O'Clock shoveling, not 4 like Earl said he was gonna do. And we had to do another shovel in the afternoon, which was no problem because we got to leave at 230. So far, from yesterdays 10 hours and whatever from last week, and today... I have about maybe 1 hour of current overtime... Which will be good cuz then I either get time and a half tomorrow, or i get to burn it off and leave early, in which I will hopefully get to pick up Jessika early, that is if we get to chill tomorrow. I love nothing better, nowadays than to chill with Jessika. I know we don't do much, but i know i'll be able to do more when I get my car paid off... which is prolly around next month. I do like her a bunch, and I wouldn't mind having her as a girlfriend. She's so awesome, and I know we're just friends, but I see more to it than that. The scary thing is that we have more compatibility rather than just the fact that we're juggalos. If I didn't have this disability of remembrance, I would tell you everything, but i don't remember shit from.... I forget. But the fact of the matter is that we have so much in common so far, and its fucking awesome. I should probably write down what we got so far, but I'll do that later. So now, I think I might be hanging out with Mary today. I know she still has something there for me, but I believe that we're now going to make it as friends, seeing as how I want to be with Jessika, and she is currently seeing someone. We'll prolly be doing the same ol thing, which is watch TV, movies, or play video games. If she don't like it, well tough cuz i'm broke and don't wanna go outside... I been outside for 8 solid hours, and my feet still are chapped from my wet socks and boots. So inside we stay... I've got some laundry to do, and i'm already fuckin' hungry as shit, so i might make something to eat after I clean some more clothes. Peace and Chicken Grease. To my homies, you know I got luv... -Kreyz McKormik |
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squish322 | 03-01-05 4:49pm i think you would make a good father |