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| chalupaguadalahara (profile) wrote, on 3-8-2005 at 9:02pm | |
| Current mood: drained |
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| Joan Walker-Newton 1916-2005 Great Gram passed away this morning round 4. She was a lovely woman... one hell of a woman... I was going to do a proper reflection of her on here, but I just cannot organize my thoughts to even attempt one. ...bah. I was really tired today to begin with. Bobby was supposed to leave a few days ago. All mum does is cry...that's what she's doing right now infact... she is currently having a "discussion" with Bobby. God. The other morning she was going insane...stressed to the max and just SCREAMING at my brother. I felt really bad. She then was just sitting on the coutch bawling..and I say "I'm so sick of this shit.." and I head out for the morning... on my way to the bus...in my utter, mindless anger, I kick his car, throw gravel at it and my books... I ..god I can't even think FUCK FUCK FUCK YOU I don't understand how...each man in my life has left or screwed me over..or just brought total pain to me... except for my grandfather...yet I am gay... jesus. ~stab~ Tomorrow is Wednesday...that means it's the day Ellen can deliver the letter... Should I even give it anymore? If so, how? If not, why not? Hilfe, HILFE RETTE MICH Ich ertrink ein laenger weile Rette mich.... |
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i-hate-everything-about-you | 03-08-05 10:39pm *sigh* I'm sorry about your Gram, and that Bobby is an ass.
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Shoe23 | Re:, 03-08-05 10:49pm I'm sorry too, Evan. Tell your mother I love her and give her a hug from me. It's sad when you lose the people in your family that actually have worth. I'm here if you need someone for anything.. anything at all.
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