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|moana (profile) wrote, |
on 3-11-2005 at 6:09pm
|Subject: Life expectancy is mine, Doctor. I'm not a medical miracle, I'm someone who doesn't believe in your medicine. And I don't want your drugs anymore.
I will not die here. I will not die now. I will not die in a hospital bed. I will not die drugged so that I wouldn't feel the pain. I will not die alone. I will not die sick. I will not die of old age. I will not die before I live. I will not die until I am good and ready to. I will not die before writing a book, before seeing Niagara Falls, before becoming a parliament member. I will not die before I learn to fly. I will not die until I go down in history. I will not die divorced. I will not die wanting something.
AND WHEN I DIE I WILL DIE PROUD AND COMPLETE, AND I WILL BE A WHOLE PERSON WHO HAS LIVED AND LOVED AND TOUCHED LIFE. I WILL NOT DIE A NOBODY THAT WAS DEFEATED BY HER OWN HEART. THIS IS MY BODY AND I WILL MAKE IT LIVE AS LONG AS I NEED IT TO. AND THAT'S THE BOTTOM LINE, BECAUSE I FUCKING SAID SO.
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lil chyna sez:, 03-11-05 1:09pm
you're not gonna die. last i checked, doctors weren't God
Re: lil chyna sez:, 03-11-05 11:52pm
don't I know it
If you say so. :]