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lovesolost511 (profile) wrote,
on 3-11-2005 at 9:25pm
Today was odd. This whole week has been odd. Ive been very...limbo ishy, terrified that i wont make tennis. and if i dont track is calling my name. but im between happy and sad, im more confused than anything. i dont want to leave my friends, but why should i stick around people that i get angry at all the time? on the other hand, they are the people ive known the longest (really) and it would totally suck to have a problem being around them. i dont know what to do. i cant decide wether im more mature, less mature..i cant tell. all i know is i feel very apart from them. like they dont know me anymore, and i dont know them. i dont even eat lunch with them anymore, really. and then today i got all pissed off because they keep coming over and sitting with me at lunch, with jarett. i dont know what im thinking..im just..confused. i need to center my chii
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