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lovesolost511 (profile) wrote,
on 3-26-2005 at 8:27am
Current mood: anxious
Music: Only Hope-Mandy Moore
Subject: eating oatmeal
I've been getting a little lazy about updating my woohu. But i suppose it doesnt really matter, if there is nothing to share then why share it? I'm finding that the more i delve into track and EP/LA and school, i dont really care if people invite me to do stuff. at least right now. i'm finally seeing what ive wanted to see for a long long time, and thats 1 me actually commited to something and 2 i can finally start to see/feel the effects of being active, a lot. and i like it. Granted, im starving and exhausted by the end of the day, (i usually start falling asleep at the computer at around 7:30) but its soo much fun! i love that i'm doing something really, truly productive. After all that working out over the summer and not really seeing any results, i'm finally seeing that i'm not such a stubby little..person anymore. its nice to go shopping and now have to worry as much about what i see in the mirror, because i know that if i dont like something, then running will do the job for me. (seriously, go for a run if you feel fat it works such wonders) I know now that i'm not stuck in being miserable or feeling miserable. I don't have to sit and watch others get where i want to be and whine about , i just do and feel great about doing it. There isn't a need for me to complain, there isn't a source that i can really complain about (unless of course its my neverending torture courtesy of my dear mom :( what i can change, i have changed, and am working on changing.
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