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chalupaguadalahara (profile) wrote,
on 4-19-2005 at 9:00pm
Well, another FBLA state here and gone eh? I had an alright time though I think last year was better. Thea and I worked/sat our asses of as delegates. Lots of long and boring things to listen to. I saw Jackson a bunch of times, but apparently he didn't see me. I've been living off of mountain dew and chips for the past few days and I feel really unhealthy... I popped a vitamin when i got home because god knows I've only been eating protein and transfats. I realised that I left with a boyfriend and an awesome experience last year....all of which was basically unfound during the recent stay. ~sniff~ I was having a wonderful conversation with Justen tonight on the tele which was cut WAY too short by my mother. I think I sort of made him angry when I told him not to call back... it really wasn't for the fact that he's gay...he told me he'd do his straight voice which surprisingly sounds like Kaleb; but she was just pissy and is making me go to bed early because of MAP tests and because I'm apparently tired.

I would also like to comment in general...when did everyone take what I say so seriously? What ever happened to all of the fun and joking that used to occur? Am I that much of a stoneface now or am I simply annoying? I'm not sure, but it seems to me that when I act figurative or make sort of dramatic comparasons that it's the end of the world and that I'm so horrendously incorrect.

~sigh~

I need this... please be sincere with me.
I need your approval
Your thoughts
Your caringness
I love to hear your sweet voice
I love how you make me laugh
You're so creative with your words
You cease not to hold my interest...
Enfatuation's not ever felt this emotional.
You're simply lovely.
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Shoe23

04-19-05 11:03pm

I don't always take you seriously. I know when you are joking and when you aren't. You're easy to read like that.

It's not the end of the world - we wouldn't get that lucky.

-and-

You're not "horrendously incorrect". Personal opinions can't be judged by correct and incorrect anyway.

Besides... who really cares? Don't let it bother you, Evan. Just be you, if you're not you'll regret how you end up.

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