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wiredshut (profile) wrote,
on 5-3-2005 at 12:59pm
Current mood: on the verge of break down
Music: AFI
Subject: breaking down
I have just failed art. another worry to add onto my ever incresing pile. actually i have just diecided that i dont care... who am i kiding? of course i care. oh well- i cant complain its my own fault. i dont know why but i thought that me and 103- would be ok today but i must have really ticked her off in some way. i dont know how to make things better so i just make things worse by not saying anything and letting things fester. i feel ok writing this coz i dont think that she even bothers reading my journal anymore. why should she? 9i have given her no reseon to like me... only to hate me. but now i feel self centred- assuming that its all my fault... proberbly has nothing to do with me but i wish she would talk to me. oh well. what can you do? i dont know. still miss her and shes sitting about 9 feet away from me. we havent exchanged one word. and the people behind me are pissing me off...
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mustard

05-03-05 8:20am

gess again.

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wiredshut

Re:, 05-03-05 8:26am

guess again it is my fault or it isnt? heard you broke up with laura... bummer- i spose. c ya ive gotta go.

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 05-03-05 11:21am

Broke up with Laura, as in friends or lovers?!

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wiredshut

Re: Re: Re:, 05-03-05 12:19pm

ha ha- im assuming friends! i suppose i shouldnt rule lovers out! lol- cant really imagine you and laura going out! oh, and its taken me all afternoon to realize that you ment you still read my journal when you said guess again- am i right? i hope you got my letter and that it wasnt to too rambling to make sense. how was your weekend? b.t.w- ive found a prom dress!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its black.

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wiredshut

Re: Re: Re:, 05-03-05 12:20pm

are you c or 103-?

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-04-05 11:18am

C

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wiredshut

Re:, 05-04-05 11:52am

Guess what????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn you.

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wiredshut

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-04-05 11:56am

oops! stupid me- course you are! i just assumed that you were rach ing about then i thought- umm actually its amonomus so its proberbly c! stupid me. i really dont think that you should worry (if you were)- laura and rach were never lovers (far as i know) sorry bad joke! i know i said id email but this damn libary computer wont let me and i always forget when im at school so, sorry (if you dont want me to anyway just say.) ok- long reply!

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Anonymous

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-04-05 1:33pm

Groovy, and i knew you still fancied Rlee, she didn't belive me though... didn't belive me first time round. She was worried she wasn't being a good friend by ignoring it, did you know that. She's loveable, i don't blame you she's a vile of angel blood i swear... sprinkle some on anything and it's transformed into beauty. Anyway on a meaner note: Hands off she's mine!! x

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wiredshut

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-05-05 4:00am

ok so this is another reply on this entry! theres about 10 now! umm... i know that shes yours and i never tryed to steal her (dont mean to make her sound like an object) i just told her. full stop. never asked her out or anything. anyway i wouldnt dare! i dont think that i want you as an enemy!! i really didnt mean to put that last entry on. i thought it was on restricted. sorry. god i didnt mean to make her feel awkward. i value her friendship millions and millions more times than my silly little crush. believe me youve nothing to worry about. ( she didnt read that last entry did she?)

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mustard

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-05-05 7:32am

yes i did.

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wiredshut

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 05-05-05 8:46am

oh.

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Anonymous

05-05-05 1:57pm

eh eh eh


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