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kreyz (profile) wrote,
on 5-18-2005 at 9:22pm
Current mood: confused
Music: HIM - Razorblade Kiss
I don't know if this could possibly be accurate, but I think Morgan and I had our first fight.

It was kinda over something stupid. Cuz she called me, and I could have sworn to God that I thought I heard her ask to talk to my friend Trevor, who she was talkin' to online while she was talkin' to me on the phone, but either I heard wrong or she accidentally got confused, and thought she said my name. I don't know...

But she and I kinda sorta argued about this for about 5-10 minutes, and she thought I was angry with her. I can say that I wasn't. I just got a lil confused I guess and I told her that we should just let that one slide. Honestly, I thought it was kind of a stupid arguement, and there was no reason for either of us to get in any way upset. lol

We talked about the plans for this weekend. She said that shes going to bring a friend over to Gun Lake, so that way she has an excuse to go somewhere, drop her friend off, and then go with me to the picnic at Ideal Park. I think that I would probably feel bad if she didn't bring her friend with her, but that's just her friends personal preference, and besides, i'm sure that Morgan would rather prefer that she have some time alone with me. Either which way, it doesn't matter to me.

I'm not sure, because no one has really done anything, but I am beginning to think that everyone is ok with my decision, based on going out with Morgan. I talked to Stacy, and we talked, because I was reading her friend Cricket's journal, and it stated that he and Stacy were a thing, pretty much. Of course, I shouldn't have any reason to say anything, because its their decision, I'm now with Morgan, and she's known him for 3 years. He's pretty much been there for her longer, u know? Not saying that i'm jealous of Cricket. By all means, hell no i'm not. I'm saying that its a major congratz to them. I hope that it all works out for them. They're gonna live an awesome life, and I can feel it. They move in together in Maryland by October, I believe, and I know that they're gonna have an awesome time being together.

I feel the same way with Morgan and Myself. I'm sure that there might be weird times like what happened earlier when we had that brief tiff stint, but its all good, cuz it goes away quick, and its a stupid arguement that really doesn't mean anything. If we really feel the way we say we do (and we do), then we won't let stupid crap slow us down. We're both crazy for each other. Nothing gonna stop this shine for nothing!

I seriously miss her like crazy, and I can't wait till shes all done with school at LaLumiere... Cuz then she comes back up to Gun Lake, and I can see her a bit more often. But you people have no idea how much I miss her. I know its been less than a week, but I tell you it was a very magical week. A week that could not have gotten better... I know I dwell on it, but i'm sure you would too if you had a week like I did.

I can definately and honestly say that this girl is most likely "The One." The one that will forever make me happy. The one that I will forever make happy. The only thing is the distance, for now, but hopefully, that will be over in a short while, and I could possibly move her into my apartment or something.

Tom had joked before about us just going out and getting a house. it wouldn't be a problem with me. Personally, I think that with me and Morgan, Tom, Trevor, and Jenny when she gets out of school, We're gonna need a bigger crib, especially since theres a lot of furniture in this little apartment, and theres hardly any room in this bitch of an apartment. I think that getting a place in Byron Center would probably be a good idea, that is, if we have the money, and everybody had a job... that would be cool, but where could we get a house like that? lol

Only time will tell, I guess. That will have to be something that we all will have to discuss, but until then, i'm out like a "lightbulb..." lol

peace n chicken grease... Morgan, I love you so damn much...

Kreyz McKormik
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deathstalka

05-19-05 2:23am

Just remember, dude. Don't move things too fast. I wish you luck.

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Kreyz

Re:, 05-19-05 7:18am

i'm trying not to have things move too fast. I'm just letting things go on their own...

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deathstalka

Re: Re:, 05-19-05 11:48am

I realize that, but even you have to admit that sometimes you can try and move things along too quickly (even if it's unintentional). But yeah, just go with the flow man...

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Anonymous

tis the stacy, 05-19-05 3:37am

Congratz oh twin of mine. We both rock and I hope she's your emporer penguin! *hugs*

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Anonymous

05-19-05 12:50pm

hey b4 you start slammin its just me (blades) i love your entries there so interesting and i love you to gotta go to class ill see you later xoxo
!!!!!

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