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| greyXmatter (profile) wrote, on 6-6-2005 at 7:05am | |
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| Today was so fucking real. And I don't like it one bit. Okay so I wake up at 8, right.... Hottest day of the entire year. 101 degrees. Woah buddy. So like... George is all on my tail while I'm trying to get stuff done, as usual, just kinda figured it was your average day. He's giving me bullshit about wearing long sleeves indoors with the air conditioner on, and telling me to help him with fencing while i'm in the middle of cleaning out stalls. So I'm getting really pissed. I woke up depressed today. I was on the verge of tears for no reason. So I go inside, right? And I grab my phone, right? And I see that my mom called me twice from work. So I'm like alright... and on my way outside to finish stalls I called her and was like "You called?" and for some reason, George was following me the entire time I was on the phone with her, and at some point during our conversation, I started crying and I don't know why. I was like.. insane. And... I dunno, me and my mom talked for a while and then I got off the phone with her and george was standing right behind me. (I'm still crying like a baby.) So all of a sudden, scaring the shit out of me, he's IN MY FACE... screaming and was like "SO IS THAT YOUR SPOILED BRAT ROUTINE?" and I'm like "What?!" and he goes "IS THAT YOUR FUCKING SPOILED BRAT ROUTINE?" and before I could answer he was like "I BET IT IS. YOU GET UPSET SO YOU CRY TO YOUR MOM. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT WORK IS, YOU DON'T DO SHIT AROUND HERE. YOU'RE NOT OVERWORKED, YOU'RE SPOILED, YOU JUST CRY TO YOUR MOTHER ALL THE TIME. I was so afraid he was going to hit me, cause he was all in my face...and I was like... crying so hard. And I was like "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT, I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!" and then he just walked away screaming and yelling, and I was like.. yelling over top of him like "FUCKING SHIT I'M LEAVING, GOD DAMN IT I FUCKING HATE IT HERE, YOU'RE A FUCKING ASS HOLE." and like... I've never cursed that bad at my stepdad, EVER. So I made a couple phone calls and I called my friend and I was like "HOLY SHIT, PICK ME UP NOW." but no one could, so I just walked and walked and walked. Then I called my mom and told her what happened and she was like "oh god" and was freaking out and told me to call places to see if i could stay somewhere overnight.... so I tried Rachel, Brielle, Josh, and Dan... no one answered... I stopped at where I work and brushed all the horses there and then kept walking... and walking... I ended up close to 7 miles from home and by then it was 1:30... IT WAS SO FUCKING HOT. 101 Degrees. Fucking shit. and I had no water, and I hadn't eaten breakfast. SO THEN.... it started to thunder and I was like "Fucking great." so I had to head back before I was caught in major weather. I got home at like.. I dunno... late. and ... went upstairs and locked myself in my room and... yeah.. HE kept coming upstairs and banging on my door saying "I THOUGHT YOU WERENT COMING BACK UNTIL TOMORROW BAHHHHHHHH" and I was like "FUCKING GO AWAY AHHHHHHHHH :cries:" and. um. yeah. and. yeah. and.... uh.... I'm fucking hungry. and... uh.... He tried to apologize to me. and I was like "WTF?" and.. yeah. so here I sit. Hungry as fuck. Bored. Cell's dead. double you tee eff. Worst day in a long time. | |
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allmysinsx | 06-06-05 7:17pm aw casey..<3 im sorry babe.. and my phone was on silent.. so thats why i didnt pick up... i hope everything gets better.. love you<3 |
allmysinsx | 06-06-05 7:17pm aw casey..<3 im sorry babe.. and my phone was on silent.. so thats why i didnt pick up... i hope everything gets better.. love you<3 |